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The moon remembers her name

The moon remembers her name

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I DIED IN HIS ARMS SEVEN TIMES. THIS LIFE I'M ERASING MYSELF TO SAVE HIM. For seven hundred years, Adrian Blackthorn has been a ghost in my dreams. In every life, he finds me. In every life, he loves me. And in every life, he watches me die. I thought i was just Lena Ashcroft, a girl working a dead-end security job in London. But when the man with a golden eyes and a shadow of a wolf walks into my museum, the curse restarts. The silver mark on my collarbone is glowing again, and the monsters are coming. But the gods have a cruel sense of humor. They say Adrian is my protector, but the truth is much darker: our love is the very thing killing us. To break the cycle, i have to do the unthinkable. I have make him forget me. I have to erase my name from the stars so he could finally breath. He says he'll find me in the next life. He doesn't know there won't be a next life for me.

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Chapter 1 THE NIGHT HE KILLED LOVE

The night Adrian Blackthorne realized she had returned, the moon was bleeding.

Not metaphorically. Not poetically.

It was a literal crimson stain across the London sky, a lunar eclipse so rare that even the immortals felt a primal, bone-deep unease beneath it. The moon hung low and swollen, smeared with a violent red as though an unseen blade had wounded the heavens themselves. Ancient magic, dormant for generations, stirred restlessly in its shadow, old laws whispering to one another in the dark, waking from a centuries-long slumber.

Adrian felt it in his marrow before he saw it with his eyes.

He stood barefoot on the obsidian-tiled balcony of Blackthorne Tower, seventy floors above the city. The cold stone bit into skin that had survived fire, silver, and the teeth of monsters. His shirt was unbuttoned, the silk snapping like a whip in the rising wind. Below him, London was a sprawling grid of golden veins-headlights, neon signs, and the frantic pulse of eight million humans rushing through their fragile, blink-and-you-miss-it lives. They were utterly unaware of how thin the veil truly was tonight.

The air carried the familiar scents of a city on the edge of a storm: rain slicking hot asphalt, the metallic tang of the Underground, and the heavy scent of ozone.

And beneath it all-beneath the smog and the sweat of millions-there was her.

The scent hit him like a physical blow, a silver dagger driven straight through his sternum. It wasn't a mundane perfume or the simple smell of skin. It was the scent of a soul he had cataloged in every corner of his mind. Moonlight, crushed winter jasmine, and something heartbreakingly familiar-the smell of a cold morning after a long night.

It was a scent that bypassed logic, memory, and the seven hundred years of iron-clad restraint he had built to keep the world safe from him.

Adrian's fingers curled slowly, his knuckles turning white as they gripped the glass railing.

Seven hundred years.

Seven centuries of waking up in a world that felt like a tomb. Seven centuries of burying hope so deep that he had eventually convinced himself it had withered away into ash. He had watched kingdoms rise and crumble into dust; he had seen the invention of the steam engine and the birth of the internet, all while staying the same-unchanging, untouched by time, cursed to remember every face he had ever loved and every grave he had ever been forced to dig.

And now, his wolf wasn't just stirring. It was screaming.

She's here. She's here. She's here.

The beast inside him, a creature of shadow and ancient hunger, surged against its metaphorical chains. It was half-mad with a longing that had fermented into something feral. Adrian's heart stuttered-not because it needed to beat to keep him alive, but because it finally remembered how it felt to break.

Behind him, through the floor-to-ceiling glass doors, laughter spilled from the penthouse.

It was soft, tinkling, and entirely artificial. The party he hadn't bothered to attend continued in his absence, a sea of beautiful, shallow people basking in the reflected glow of his wealth. Models with hollow eyes, heiresses with practiced smiles, and "influencers" whose entire existences were curated performances on a screen. They lounged across his velvet couches and sipped his vintage champagne from crystal flutes.

They were distractions. Carefully chosen, high-priced distractions.

He surrounded himself with women who asked nothing real of him-women who didn't look too closely at the way his eyes reflected gold instead of brown when the moon grew heavy, or that his pulse never quickened, or that the scars on his back from the 18th century would vanish by morning.

They never stayed long enough to matter. They were the white noise he used to drown out the silence of his own immortality.

"Adrian, darling?"

The voice was like honey laced with arsenic. He didn't need to turn to know it was Selene.

She stepped out onto the balcony, her presence a cold weight against his back. Selene was an Immortal Fae-touched witch, a creature who had haunted the peripheries of his life for longer than he cared to admit. She was dressed in a gown of midnight silk that seemed to drink the light, her dark hair pinned back with silver pins that looked like tiny daggers.

"You're missing your own celebration," she murmured, her hand sliding across his shoulder. Her touch was elegant, possessive, and entirely unwelcome. "The board is thrilled with the new merger. You should be inside, drinking to your own genius."

"I have no interest in the board, Selene," Adrian said, his voice a low, vibrating growl. "Or the merger."

She followed his gaze to the blood-red moon, her eyes narrowing. She was sensitive to the shifts in the atmosphere-she knew the laws of the universe were bending. "The moon is angry tonight. It feels like... a return."

Adrian didn't answer. He couldn't. His throat was tight with the effort of not shifting right there on the balcony.

"You're tense," Selene whispered, her fingers trailing up to his neck. "Is it the eclipse? Or have you finally realized that looking for a ghost is a waste of a perfect eternity?"

"Leave," Adrian commanded. It wasn't a request. The air around him began to hum with the static of his power.

Selene's smile didn't falter, but her eyes flashed with a bitter, ancient jealousy. She knew. She didn't know who or where, but she knew the look on his face. She had seen it before, centuries ago, and every time it ended the same way. She withdrew her hand slowly. "As you wish. But remember, Adrian-the moon might remember her name, but it never lets her keep it."

She vanished back into the party, leaving him alone with the wind.

Adrian's golden eyes remained fixed on the city as memories clawed their way out of the grave.

Fire.

Not the clean, flickering kind. This was the kind that devoured whole villages, the kind that turned the sky into a black shroud. He remembered the smell of burning thatch and the way the snow turned black beneath the boots of charging men. He remembered the sound of steel on bone.

Blood soaking into white.

Always blood. That was the price the universe demanded for a love that wasn't supposed to exist.

He saw the face of a girl with dark, frightened eyes-eyes that were far too old for her young face. He felt her weight in his arms as she died for the third time, her breath hitching as the life left her.

"Adrian," she had breathed, her fingers slick with red, clutching at his leather sleeve. Her lips had been blue with cold, though the fire raged just feet away. "Find me again. Promise me."

His hands had shaken as he held her, golden tears streaking his face, his wolf howling in a grief that could level mountains. "I always do," he had promised, pressing his forehead to hers until her heart stopped. "I will always find you."

It was a vow spoken into smoke and ruin. A promise cursed by fate itself.

The wind shifted again, more violently now. The scent of winter jasmine intensified, practically screaming at him.

This wasn't like the other times. In previous lifetimes, he would find her as a distant echo-a girl in a marketplace, a scholar in a library. It would take years of careful observation to be sure. But this? This was a strike of lightning through his very soul. It was as if the universe had stopped playing games and had finally thrown them back together with the force of a car crash.

His phone vibrated in his pocket.

The sound was absurdly loud, a digital intrusion into a primordial moment. Adrian stared at the screen for a long moment, his hand trembling. He was afraid that touching it might shatter the fragile thread of his control.

He picked it up. One message from a number that shouldn't exist.

UNKNOWN NUMBER: She just collapsed at the British Museum. The mark is back. The clock is ticking, Alpha.

The world stopped.

For a fraction of a second-a heartbeat so brief that even an immortal might have missed it-Adrian's control slipped.

The heavy glass railing shattered under his grip. Tempered crystal exploded outward like a hail of diamonds, raining shards down seventy floors to the pavement below. Somewhere in the distance, a car alarm began to wail. Inside the penthouse, the music cut out. Laughter turned into confused, panicked gasps as the wind rushed through the open doors.

Adrian didn't hear any of it.

Seven lifetimes. Seven tragic endings. Seven graves, scattered across continents and centuries.

He was moving before the thought fully formed. He crossed the penthouse in a blur of speed that no human eye could track. The women screamed as he passed, a literal rush of wind overturning marble side tables and sending silk dresses fluttering. Someone called his name-perhaps Selene-but he was already gone.

The elevator doors slid open at his approach, the sensors overridden by the biometric bypass he'd built into the tower's core. The descent was a gut-wrenching drop.

In the underground garage, the air was still and smelled of oil and expensive rubber. He ignored the Ferraris and the armored SUVs. He chose the Ducati.

He didn't grab a helmet. He didn't need it.

The engine roared to life, a mechanical growl that echoed off the concrete walls like a challenge to the gods. He tore out into the night, the tires screaming as he hit the ramp.

The rain began to fall as he carved through London's streets, the droplets slicing against his skin like tiny needles. Traffic parted instinctively before him; it was as if the city itself recognized the apex predator moving through its streets and moved out of his way. His mind raced faster than the 200 miles per hour he was hitting on the straights.

A museum.

His jaw tightened until his teeth ached. Museums were repositories of the dead. They were vaults for things that were meant to be forgotten. Of course, she would be there. Of course, the past would find her among the ruins of other civilizations.

The mark had returned.

That mark-the crescent sigil etched into her very soul, reborn with her in every life-was the tether between them. It was the bridge between his curse and her mortality.

As he neared Bloomsbury, the air changed. He smelled it then-not just her, but magic.

It was old, bitter magic. Witchcraft laced with the scent of stagnant water and graveyard dirt. Someone else was watching. Someone else had been waiting for the Sovereign to wake up.

He swerved hard, tires skidding across the wet pavement as he skidded to a halt half a block from the museum's Great Russell Street entrance. The neoclassical columns loomed stark and white against the bleeding red moon. Police lights strobed blue and red against the stone. An ambulance idled near the steps, its back doors open like a hungry maw.

Too many humans. Too much noise.

Adrian melted into the shadows of the nearby trees, moving with the silence of a ghost. His eyes, now fully gold, pierced through the dark.

He saw her.

She lay on a gurney beneath the harsh, buzzing fluorescent lights of the ambulance bay. The paramedics were working frantically, but their movements felt slow to him-glacial.

Lena Ashcroft.

The name settled into his bones as though it had always been carved there. He saw her face clearly now. She was pale, her dark hair plastered to her forehead by the rain. She looked smaller than she had in the 1920s. Younger. Fragile in all the ways that made his chest ache. Her lashes fluttered against her cheeks, her brow furrowed as if she were trapped in a nightmare she couldn't wake up from.

Her heart was racing-a frantic, fluttering thing. Adrian felt the rhythm of it like a drumbeat in his own chest.

"No sign of a stroke," one paramedic shouted over the rain. "Her BP is spiking! Get her to UCH now!"

None of them saw the faint, ethereal silver glow pulsing just beneath her skin. None of them noticed the way the shadows seemed to lean toward her, drawn to the light she didn't know she carried.

Adrian did.

Just above her collarbone, nestled in the hollow of her throat, the crescent sigil shimmered. It was silver-edged with a violent, bruised red. It pulsed in perfect synchronization with the bleeding moon overhead.

The bond snapped tight, a spectral chain linking his soul to hers. Pain lanced through him-sharp, agonizing, and more welcome than any breath of air.

There you are.

His wolf surged, its claws metaphorical but its hunger real. Mine. Protect. Kill the ones who hurt her.

"No," Adrian whispered into the rain, his fists clenched so hard his nails drew blood from his palms. "Not yet. We can't destroy her life before she even remembers who she is."

He stayed in the darkness, watching as they loaded her into the ambulance. He had learned the hard way the cost of rushing this. In the 1700s, he had claimed her too soon, and the shock of his world had burned her mind. In the 1800s, he had been too protective, and his enemies had used her as a lure.

Every time before, it had ended in a grave. Fire. Steel. Blood. Death.

The memories pressed in like a physical weight. He saw her as the healer burned at the stake, her eyes defiant even as the smoke filled her lungs. He saw her as the scholar in the 20s, falling into his arms after the poison took hold, whispering that she'd see him in the next one.

He was always just a few seconds too late. He was the most powerful being in the city, and yet he was a slave to a clock he couldn't see.

A presence brushed against the edge of his sensory perimeter. It was a cold, oily feeling.

Adrian stiffened, his head snapping to the side.

Standing on the roof of a parked car across the street, partially hidden by the fog, was a figure. A woman. She wasn't human, and she certainly wasn't an ally.

Selene.

She hadn't stayed at the party. She had followed him. She stood there, her midnight dress fluttering in the wind, a cruel, knowing smile on her lips. She didn't look at Adrian; she looked at the ambulance as it pulled away, sirens wailing.

"The cycle begins again, Adrian," Selene's voice carried through the psychic link they shared, echoing in his mind like a funeral bell. "But look at her. She's so weak this time. So very... breakable."

Adrian's eyes flashed with a lethal, predatory gold. He could be across the street in a heartbeat. He could tear her throat out before she could cast a single hex.

"Touch her," Adrian growled, the sound vibrating in the air, "and I will show you why the world spent five hundred years trying to kill me."

Selene laughed, a sound like breaking glass. "Oh, Adrian. It isn't me you should be worried about. The Order of the Eclipse has already smelled the Sovereignty. And you know Lucien. He doesn't like loose ends."

She blew a kiss toward the receding ambulance and vanished into a cloud of ravens that scattered into the rainy night.

Adrian didn't wait. He leaped back onto his bike, the roar of the engine drowning out the sound of his own racing heart.

The game had begun. The hunters were already circling. The jealous rival was already plotting. And in the center of the storm was a girl who just wanted to be a student, unaware that she was the reason the moon was bleeding.

This time, he wouldn't just find her. This time, he would burn the world down before he let her die again.

But as he sped toward the hospital, a cold thought chilled his blood. If the curse was older than the moon... was even a god's love enough to break it?

He reached the hospital gates just as the ambulance pulled in.

The night was far from over. And for Lena Ashcroft, the dream was just beginning-and the dream was a memory of fire.

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