My cousin my lover

One day my mother's gave birth to a baby boy. as soon as she gave birth, she died and her husband decided to name the baby unie because his mother died the day he was born. his father was a very poor man who slept in a hat at Mityana villege so he did not have enough to put food on the table . my mother gave him some money to buy some of his needs and for the baby. Unie's father took a very good care of unie. when he was still a baby, up to when he stated schooling. when unie joined school he was a very intelligent and a wise boy, every teacher was very proud of him.

Unie's friends used to give him some eats and some money because he didn't have any eats. Due to his intelligence, Unie the first class and was put to class one and he was on top of all students in the class. Unie went home with surprising results and his father was so happy and bought him a cake. Time went on, due to money problems, Unie's father started taking alcohol. One night, Unie's father wanted to kill him because he didn't have money to take care of Unie. Unie tried to protect himself from his father but his father didn't stop, he wanted to stub him and he succeeded, he stubbed Unie in the back, Unie ran up to the hospital and he was admitted. After treating him, Unie called my mother and he told her what just happened. My mother went quickly to the hospital to see what happened to Unie. She found Unie in the recovery room. My mother requested the doctor to give her Unie that she will take good care of him and they agreed. My mother brought Unie at home and started taking good care of him. I could always observe him in the morning, Unie took his medication and my mother asked him what he wanted to do to his father, and Unie said I forgive him, and mother said , let us forgive and forget. After some few days, Unie recovered and started playing with me. After holidays, my mother prepared school requirements for Unie and I. When we were going back to school, Unie told my mother that she will never regret the money she used to pay for his school fees. We studied at the same school, time went on, I developed feelings for my cousin and I felt bad for that. He used to come in my bed room for studies. One day, I took advantage of him being near me and I kissed him, that's when things went bad for me. He started noticing what I do and time went on, on my birthday, he bought me a gift and what he never new, I wanted him as my personal gift to me, I whispered in his ear, I don't want gifts from you, I want you as my birthday gift, can you grant my wish Unie? For God's sake Mirian I am your cousin, am like a brother to you. And I don't see you as my brother, am not your sister, Unie I love you and I intend to have you now that we are grown up Unie. I said stop that Marian, please don't let me hate you please. Days later, Unie's father died and we got the news, Unie said he is not going for the funeral. I said me too am not going and mother went there alone. My plans were to provoke him and seduce him. I went in my room and I undressed myself, I came out necked and I went in the living room where Unie was siting watching TV. He looked at me and said please Mirian, why are you provoking me, why don't yourself a boy friend. I can help you with that but I can't sleep with you. I am your brother, if I sleep with you, what will happen to us after that action? I hoped in the chair where Unie was sitting and I started seducing him. I saw his pants grow and that was my mission. I kissed him, this time and he didn't respond but he didn't run away either, so I forced my self on him, I had sex with him. But he felt disgusted and after we finish