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ed my living room and collapsed onto the worn, velvet sofa, feeli
tired of my life problems. I let my head fall back and stared at the ceiling, noticing
, my hair sticking to my forehead from the heat outside. I
onsense today, I will pack my bag and
our stuff. What's wrong, why the complaint, did you meet a frustrating person again in today's
d the worst interview ever. The guy was so frustrating and with the ridiculous quest
no, what happened? Hope you d
le on my lips. "No I didn't punc
ust you girl. So how did
just seemed to be looking for ways to trip me
re you'll find a better job. You deserve
ot to me, you know, what can I do without you girl. I'm hungry, is there
e, babe. I have already cooked, should I go
d, without feeling any
e and likes to be alone but Isabella is the opposite of me. She is popular and always defends me. I really love her. She is th
g warm settled in my chest. Most people only see the bright, loud, prett
rld off my shoulders, as if she could sense t
bly one lost, quiet girl buried under anxiety, job rejections,
it big, I will buy you
car. A house is too expensiv
o littl
le. It's a rea
e food," Is
he pasta wafting through the air, making my stomac
with a table in front which looked li
looking for a job," Isabella asked
sing through me. "Yes I need
se of comfort. This was my safe space, with Isab
my brain without having to stress myself or looking at the face of those stupid interview
s for most of my novels. If you are a writer, you would have gone far and be a top author but
hs ago and started my job hunting 2 months ago after I did not receive any mails from the compa
f waking up, going to class, and coming back home which was suffocating. All I ever wanted
next day. I hope to receive a response from one or two and I will choose the best.
t have a choice, I need the job. Searching for a job is not easy but a baddie is gon
shut up, I wondered why everything had to be so hard for me. Why nothing
ning I to
." Every night, reali
outside, but they didn't know the quiet panic that lived i
asking fo
asking fo
nce to prove myself
ranged everywhere because I scattered it before going out this morning. I made sure every place wa
s writing now and can't be distracted and disturbed or the inspiration will fly o
shed over me, the one that always came before disappointment. The one that whispered. "
rs and "Hot sales now!" messages. Companies lov
the email app for a mom
ke another he
and my chest migh
etend I didn't care, trying to pr
i
I don't even bother to check out who sent it, I just click on
caught in
ofa, the sound of Isabella typing. Everything faded, swall
gers t
mach d
ushed to
uldn't
dn't be h
blinked rapidly, wondering if ex
ect line
ovi
rif
re
eply in th

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