quietly on the bed. He nearly

ready; to depart. Jude's voice roared

d you do that?" I questioned not und

ool area... so dropping you wouldn't

so I rejected his help immedi

no to me," he said a

hoice but

ave me one. I held onto hi

inutes we

en giving me the chan

want anything more to do with him. Was that even po

into th

t around. There was peace and quiet just the way I lov

ve been without him. But yet, I stil

t he gave me a s

the TV, hoping for his ret

y then another d

ed for his return. But

living with him, 'A St

as usual but it

d to see his face. Sometimes I hoped th

. He left with a part of me. I missed hi

hat, only Gracias no more Jud

my books, I

creased my face. "He drew this?" I as

from him. I hoped he was still a

ing and writing to him. Let

m with memories and events that might

t return. I guessed it was over. It pained me th

taste of his lips. I don't know but I wanted to kiss his lip

ays without Jude was like. Even the

erous for me. I ne

n love but if I told her the story of how I met Jude, and what he

her I refuse

d back

ey, I saw

wasn't Jude but who was he? Jude never smi