Love Invalid

en know but how can I resist those b

my best to play hard. Unfortunately, that fa

e same time. Heaven because I get to live with a sex god b

d could become the devil? Not really th

, At

he

iden in anger when I see him kissing his own co-worker. See, seeing your boyfriend making

since we've both finish college. I gave him a second chance—wait no, I gave

hink.'' He steps away from hi

e

ld grow up with wisdom, courage, inspiration, civilization, law and justice, strategic welfare, mathematic

o she used to tell me stories about mythology when I was little but I myself, don't really give a damn

nd treat me like a princess. I got everything I wanted and people at school used to envy me but

he air. True though, every time I caught him cheating, he would be like Athena, it's not what you th

ain.'' He grabs me by my ar

is grip only tighten which makes it harder for me to get a

eremy smiles, trying to make my heart skip a beat but no, not an

t two years, can't you find a better punchline?'' Then with a kick on the groin, he let go of me before fall

been settled. I breathe in, trying to find a source of happiness through this break up. This is what I wanted right? For the past two

ow my love

e, ''Yes, Joanna.'' I walk down the New York City street with people passing me. This has been my daily routine—walking t

u, Athena.'' She say

eyes, ''We both know what happened before.'' I shiver at the thought of me being pushed to Kim's breasts, not only that but

she was

om the other side, ''G

uld have clapped with joy.'' I say anno

ps know Alexan

I thought to myself

sed and educated in United States.'' She continues,

?'' I

e would end up breaking at least one glass a day, I don't even know, don't ask, ''Alexander has been single for the past three years. He's good

ed—a publishing company and we tend to get different gossips from different celebrities everyday. Joanna seems to be sati

ands, we would have found out

t was probably the right thing to say. Why would she care about a footballer anyway? There a

oanna gasp in horror,

t Published and the receptionist smiles at me and I gl

k him out for me.'' She says quite slow, I know

terested with some footballer.'' I walk out a

fore putting it down with my coat and my handbag. When I look beside my computer, I can see a photo of me

hredding it into pieces a

g her glasses as she stands up. Her eyes brighten at my sight. Joann

any & Co necklace. I guess tha

?'' She raises

sit down in front of her, the

glasses, ''Are you intere

's so special about him anyway? He's just a footballer,

read gossips, news!'' She claps her hand, ''But since... you'r

er office and heading back to my desk. I sit down with a

Three times. I kept on giving him the chance but he never appreciate me, n

him. I smirk unknowingly, this is all repeating again. The same old shit. He's going to keep calling until I pi

phone off. I sigh once more before

organising their files and papers before shutting down their computers. I look back down at my sc

ear the familiar voice and

you?'' I look down to see her holding a mug of coffee. A

awful.'' She takes a

emy cheated on me.'' I pick

ow at me and I just shrug it off

ial but we are friends. She's a great person. She has been there for me whenev

sky isn't exactly dark yet so I just look around to see people walki

my apartment. My hand holding tightly onto

nd. I turn to look at him. He just glance at me before walking away again. I stare at his b

l s

until I find something that

ready pushing the door and stepping inside. I sit near the counter, looking at the ba

lightly and the bart

the bartender serve me my vodka and I immediately take a few sip. I feel the liquor go down my throat and I s

gorgeously looking guy just staring at me. Call him a creep or what but he's as hot as a m

g a plain black shirt. When I look up into his eyes, I find him

same guy from before. I furrow my eyebrows at him, ''Oh who are you? My mother? Go away.

r ninth glass.'' He

ff. I keep on drinking u

der from coming. I glare at him, ''What's your problem?'

t drink too mu

ing my head on the counter. I breathe out, ''Toda

les, ''H

g, ''I found out that my boy—wait no, my ex-boyfriend cheated on me. For the t

even a slight crook. I keep looking as my eyes move down to his lips, they are small yet wide at the same time. Perfectly

y before looking a

hen you talk about him, it's cute.'' I find him sm

loved him and this is how he repay me?'' I gro

now?'' He tilt his head a bit before putting his head on his knuckles and

ars gone to a waste.'' I shrug. Why am I e

e him, I'd stay and be loyal to you.'' He

ll stay and be loyal to you.'' I mimic Jeremy's voice before laughing ag

hance me. Oh my god, I need to stay away or I might end up ri

I look at him dreamily. Is it just me or

ed a less cramped place.'' Hi

s your

' He raises an

. So what's your story?'' I see his breathing seems to stop as he just loo

a story.'' He l

y.'' I pat on his sho

hs, ''I

name then?'' I nar

it, stop

He tilt his hea

t name before. I swear, but

rd that na

his face, ''I'm not the only one named Alexander.''

a.'' I

ddess of wisdom?'' He

my back in surprise which cause him to back up a little. I just ignore hi

' He chuck

riend are going to prepare yourself because you wil

n't say a word afterwards s

The doctor thought I was insane but I cried a few seconds afterwards. Unfortunately, I grew u

t?'' He leans i

yself lucky that it's an unused condom or I might have swallow some crazy shit...'' I shake my head and Ale

der, ''Don't judg

te a condom.'' He chuckles again a

dom. Not until I turn thirteen. I had my first period then. Being the lucky me, I ha

up, ''So let me guess,

the first one to see me having my period.'' I throw my hands up, ''Sweet old memori

ook at him, ''You sm

ht teeth. Alexander just shrug it off and I look away fro

him ask but I just walk out,

he looks like a god. I love how my name slips off his mouth perfectly. It

him until we are inches apart. I feel the tint of excitement in his eyes bu

to an end.'' I let go of his face before return

u going?'' He

I question

to slap his face but let's

n loudly and he just smile at

's l

idn't realise that he's six foot tall. Me being five foot six isn't very usefu

against mine. My breathing seem to come to a halt when his soft lips touches mine. My eyes widen in shock but sl

to pull me closer because I started to feel his arm wra

anything next. I don't

e softness of his