still have one more day to ultra prepare but that's not what I am excited about, it's the party.. The party is in 1 hour and I decide to get ready. I wear a short

eally liked the décor of the bar, all the counters even the glasses had a shell design on them. The bar is very close to the beach and the fragrance of sea water makes it even better. As soon we enter jade orders tequila shots for all of us and drinking them we go to the dance floor as always. We have been repeating this same routine for almost every night and it's kinda fun, I dance

el and he tells me that everyone has arrived. I go with

ts on me without knowing shit about my life. I hate her, even though she is my mother. I have always found parents overrated. Yes they gave birth to us but not because they wanted to give us life but because some think of this as a duty to fulfil for the society or they expect their child to become a successful person and become rich but what if we can't, it's there duty to love us but if we would be some random child they wouldn't. I have

as yesterday, a jeans and top but at least she looks "decent" unlike her friend, she would be my mother's favouri

wards the grey eyed boy wearing a black leather jacket and black jeans. He looks much more attractive th

hey dated for a week earlier but he broke up with her soon. They are still friends of course and Jas plans to make him her bf again with her charms' Stella says with a l

she says while drinking her vodka.' How abou

have agreed on playing this game if he wasn't here, the bottle points to him and a girl standing diagonal to him and of course it's Jas. I realize I am staring at her, my heart full

I can't believe that just happened. A part of me is hating him for kissing some the girl he just broke up with but people do these things all the time now specially at parties and I also find myself hoping that I would have been the he kissed. I don't want to play anymore but I can't just go back now so I continue to pretend that I am interested in playing this stupid ga

e guy I hope to be

pid studious book over there?!' He

novel' I reply defending myself and l

of the most successf

oys. Interrupting my thoughts he says 'Anyways lets go out' before I know he has grabbed my arm and we're heading out of the door. I know he's almost like a stranger but I can't help it. It's too hard for me to stay away. Not only I am attracted to his appearance but his vibe is also so familiar and attractive. He feels so distant and unknown but at the same time so familiar an

hing in the

, which one do u like?' 'Well all of t

ong in his playlist which is sung by Sel

dream?' he a

el I guess, w

on't

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ne really wants something they would work for it

nk he is? Just because I agreed to come doesn't mean that he can control me but I choose not to fight with him right now. I just want to know him and then I will stop talking to

the tire of the car to si

Yeah come on, d

is before. The greenery is merging with sky giving it the perfect look, the background music and him next to me does set a mood no doubt. He hands me the burger and while eating he continuously asks me about my life, my career plans, exes, lik

g time with you' he says j

so bad after all'

the car. I am so tired after the long day, wait shit Iforgot about the fact that he kissed another girl at the party. Oh god howcould I be so foolish. Of course I am just a time pass to him, guys aren'tcapable of sticking t