ront of the class to speak. I'm completely exhausted. So I came here, to our school's hidden gem.
pinion, is very nice. At least some creatures remain in this desolate place. And why are people sc
been abandoned. Try going inside of me; I swear it's as empty as this garden. As I was photographing, I
e ghosts here.' I thought
long. I took it from my father's pocket because I was curious about how it would feel to smoke. So I lit it up in the bathroom of my room and started puffing. And guess what? My bathroom smells like a bar and I only get coughs. No of
ses a lit cigarette butt in front of me. Wh
rue,' he said. 'I don't mind seeing them if they
illiam. Watering an
to be a trash can?' While ignor
that. I was just trying
ed in me?' I aske
you?' His cheeks slightly flush
I asked
ame to my house in the middle
t was completely
e you.' As straigh
u have no idea who I am. And now, you dislike
es me feel something. I enjoy learning new things. I enjoy trying new things. I enjoy the sensation of a sudden downpour on my shoulders. I enjoy accidentally biting my tongue. I also enjoy it when I cut my finger
ike me?' I as
econsider if
ind about wh
liking me,'
N
d, 'Ouch! N
he keep saying
I point my cam
re doing now? He said as he mov
camera,' I
gal because I do
going to d
omething I'll hav
ing, by the way
sit down o
s furious with
to see my father
ys angry.'
ve a daughter like you, I
father care
ond to my question. He too
?' He st
ut you love him.' My
nk I struck something inside of him. He's a br
ng,' I explained. 'I guess to
I'm simply waiting for her to sa
em?' He finally sat next to me after several
not s
ey obligated to give it
up my life, and I am not the right person to talk
st night,' I commented.
cause you w
pected. And I'm at a loss
everted to being someone else again an
mood became gloomy. I may not feel i
still lo
cruciatingly pai
' I a
m her son,'
her son, and th
your parent
because they are my parents
' he mu
ea
up,' he admitted
why they feel the need to blame us, their children, for what has happened to them in the past. Why did they bring us into this world in the first place if they don't want us? They believe that they are alwa
haled a
omewhere, Audri?' he as
s?' That elicited a
I see that g
ass,' I
ife!' h
hour in my car. And I was afraid he was going to kidnap me or something while we were driving because the places I usual
main road and walked the narrow path. A small lake is surrounded by lush greenery. Despite th
me here fr
nly come here if I'm w
and I'm hoping h
I dampen my hand in the water, it feels really cool. My body is getting cold, and I'm tempted to go swimmi
clarified, retra
eathtaking.' I le
like
rn my focus to the lake. It's ac
rue, th
. I'm aware tha
on't...'
e, fine, fine
made of a dark fabric. He unfolded it and set it
he says, tapping hi
at
d, revealing on
u'd better stop that,
I'll just have to take a
ing cold!'
d. I'm just living in the present moment. T
in the fun?'
that girls adore. Nilliam has muscles in his arms, thighs, and legs, as well as his abs, which I'm not sure I like. Does he
, though?' I
ves into the water. 'Wow, that's really c
you,' I
front of me?' he wondered, w
? Did you feel som
n I asked him that quest
re blushing a
You're flush
sponds. He swam away
ttle too obvious.' I c
ceptable. I dive beneath the water's surface as
to retrieve my clothes. I walked over to t
ncredible.' I mu
time it blows. How can these things be unconcerned with the rest of the world? Why can't I do it without thinking o
m lay down
ou thinking
be a tree for th
e wind the
ed, my gaze
ith you,' he explains. H
ach other's eyes. His eyes are stunning; they're saying somethin
as the state
warmth, and I could hear my heartbeat quicken.
den, Nilliam's fac
p to? What exactly are you
. What exactly is this feeling?
d around my back and up to my neck, drawing my body closer to him. I could feel the heat radiating from his body. I run m
back to my s
.' I gr