en we needed the room, so the other slept in the room. Obviously I slept more in the living room than in the bedroom, as Samantha had company often. I was already 22 years ol

he wasn't in a hurry either. Seeing that it wasn't always a bed of roses, he preferred to be on

est of our things we left in Helena's room, which was more spacious. Still I liked the way we lived. I turned off the light and kept thinking that the day after tomorrow would be Sunday, my f

like Therry, who lived at the gym. It felt like his body was naturally perfect that way. Since I've known him, he's never let his hair grow long, always cutting it very short, almost shaved. Sometimes he wore a beard and sometimes he didn't. He was currently sporting a short, well-trimmed beard, which gave him a more mature look. We never talked alone or about anything that involved very personal matters. I knew al

even if she didn't I would smell her strong perfume in the room. I watched her taking off her high heels trying not to make any n

id I wak

s fine. I wasn

to make any

pajamas. Her makeup was a little smudg

I asked sitti

She said sighin

eup and pajamas. I thought how could any man refuse

I asked, bringing u

Nothing changes there. You sh

Therry. I didn't

laug

ho deserves to be taken to an expensive restaurant, with a car tinkling again, served with

help but la

ndwich for lunch at the bakery and canned soda, with a bunch of men who talk all the time and never e

e, including in your lunch. You just need a more... attractive

ople who will be admitted to a company wearing a

ood what she meant, but sh

mit it. I don't care what people think of me or my reputation, you know? I'm insecure, a crybaby

even though we're different. That's what's cool about people, that we

even good

out Jonathan? How wa

urther away from me and I can't seem to stop i

t's enough to run a

giving up, but I ca

't deserve

. He's smart, he's traveled many places, he speaks many languages, he's been to places

different. You live in the same condo as well. -

going to some bar. - She said lau

not me

re much. I'm a more frequent visitor, so to sp

r neighbor? I a

d a drink and talked. But she can't hide her interest in him. It

a contest for beauty. I t

eople's appearance. He can capture what people have inside... He's s

s for him, why did you end the

f this questi

not un

no chance it was a lie. I was crazy with jealousy. And afraid that everyo

But at the same time if you wanted to forgive, you wou

. Jonathan didn't want anything to do with me anymore..

everything turned o

etrayal. I prefer a little of it to nothing.

lf-love? I as

he resisted my charm. So I got even more excited. She looked like a teenager. Then being with him was magnificent. He is a man who attracts attention wherever he goes... And he was mine. O

more obsessed than in

arms are around you, the mouth kissing you..

t. - I said to end

listening to me,

night,

en think about that man. I think I was like this because I was shaken by what he was doing to my friend. I would never have the courage to get involved with a man like Jonathan. Much less accept the betrayal and then run after it, as if nothing had happened. B