Inexplicable Feelings

o abandon all the hopes I held in my heart. You have the

yn P

finished applying my lipstick and checked my

mother; Vanessa S

rtbeat to normal by a deep breath and not af

of disapproval again because no matter ho

n't care, why would I? But, My heart just can'

can remember. Just a glimpse of him is enough for me and tha

of him is embedded

and his father are like brothers. When my grandparen

e all

e told me, wh

when I'm gonna come back, I'm gonna cry all night rememberi

ing, it still hurts me

can't force yourself to love someone but you c

f whether I can get over it or not. I want to forget

onds. I want to get over that h

I have been trying

things weird between us but it's the nightmarish reality I cann

raven hairs and walked down. My gray eyes

's wedding, going there just to see him, h

en they looked at me. I smi

o pretty!" Mother

r." My Father; Edwar

r dreams" Mo

ore beautiful

s like her mother. Eleg

ther narrowed her eyes at father. I sig

I said, trying to stop their childish argum

t, To be honest they looked so cute when th

ed sadly at the thought because I don't think I can

*

to beat louder than any echo. My thro

hoped that this time a miracle wou

st like he did. So that he could know w

that if it happens I'll refuse it. I am truly desperat

where I was willing to do an

Evelyn. It h

formed a smile on my face. Even though I was falling apart from

a!" I called them as I

paced when I locked my eyes with his and una

dy is built up along with a fair complexion. He has shav

the most exquisi

uty. I deeply sighed in my mind and

?"Uncle commented. I looked away sh

mplimented me. What I heard ne

king Beautiful." Adrian

lose myself in that, when he compl

le and replied,

hawn?" Unc

Mother to secure her sh

forgot to do it.

le nodded and left. Aunt also left to atten

lyn,

wrence." I said, not

my head away from him and went to Lawr

f talking when you al

ried and all. So, Who's the lucky

eman like his father and

itch Black hairs and Green Eyes like his Brothe

matches perfectly his features and his tanned compl

how I fell for t

..." Lawrence replied in an uninteres

ed Lawrence?

," Lawrence replied. In their family, arranged

rriage in the twenty-first cent

someone you don't even pr

Who knows Uncle has c

ope

fore? How's she?" I asked. He loo

the fact remain

ck. I mean I can see that smile." I said teasing him.

ut not the heart. Who knows if she likes someone else or I am not to her liking?

e. Who knows she fell in love with you at first sigh

to be a better husband. All I could do is to do e

o have you. You're such a

awrence complimented, I put my han

g so late" Lawrence

ments for your

cour

conversation and once again

ngth leaving my body. Adrian lo

guys talking a

ch," Lawren

uty yet?" Lawrence asked, teasing A

did." My he

throat. Looks like he has decided to break me using a ne

excused myself and turned t

Come on, let's talk."

tion not when you have already broken my h

remember bitter memories?" He ask

want to forg

I want to m

to hear anythi

out all the anguish I have felt in all those years. I op

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