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could be

lowing my impulse, I had never felt better. Pulling the trigger and hearing

t, B

Of course, Jude wasn't dead. He was alive but he would have to bear some amount of pain for

as bli

't a re

e gun at her, spraying her ugly face with the contents. A smile stretched my fac

e t

ds with your rancid blood. This will do just fine and I do hope

om could see me now, she wouldn't believe that her daughter just stood up to

, and then cry for days or weeks, or months. It depends

a victim. I was still the victim though and tha

Tiara. Kiss yo

still suffering from the irritating impact of the pepper spray. It would take them bot

ut it was a relief that he

brain hasn't noticed or registered this, I am done with you, Jude.

ss across regardless. That was all that mattered. Rather than wallow in pain alone, he should suffer too, no mat

egret this! Do y

ing your tiny self can do to me. It’s a pepper spray

a man. What could the likes of her do to make me regret venting my anger and misery?_ Nothing. She couldn't do a thing

ams come true after what you have d

ith your third leg wagging between your two legs like a dog's tail. You can do better, head chef, an

t eleven months with. I was disappointed in myself. Now I see why my mom and Jayden kept warning me about Ju

s I had bought for him, despite my low income. The fashion necklace wouldn't be of any use to me and it didn't change

modate the effect of the pepper spray, I made use of the gun again and s

am again, filling

k, not even when the customers in the dining area as

d but, thankfully, I left

unemployed twenty-three years old. If I had known this would happen, I wouldn't have spent my money

lumber before now would have saved

self. How I wished I could get a good spanking from someone. I neede

I was trash. He would be the last man to see my weakness. To hëll with love. I would al

e queer,

uring tool was meant for me. Joining the queer community wouldn't help me. My heart had be

getting sexual satisfaction for as long as I stayed without a man, but as I walked down the street of Los Angeles, I concluded

help me get rid

complicated. I was an adult with needs and bills to pay but with no job. Isn't that g

l had a boyfriend and

intentionally chosen to take a long walk to clear my head and ease the ache

n was in their expensive private cars. I was still thinking about the day I would own, drive, or be driven in one

owards me… like it was intending to kill me by running over me or maybe t

natural element an

eath or was life