because I didn't get enough sleep last night, he ha

k smudge were under my eyes, my eyes loo

e heaven, where I could cry, conso

t last night whe

I was only eleven and he'd be thirteen, he was the new boy with beautiful gree

y, almost all the girls in my class ha

ul day in the cafeteria, I could still remember vividly, I hadn't been watching

hen he shoved me away so roughl

, he fist were clenched as h

right then when the who

ed unwilling tears abou

ered before storming off, the last part of his wor

ing, I had blame myself for not watching my steps and manage to a

ontinued for several days until even my friends began to avoid me, non o

nt even as far as hitting me so badly against t

nd cried my eyes out, I refuse to come

he boy who had hit me, I remembered he'd looked so angry

me, he looked like he enjoyed every

ly me or hurt me, in that moment he was my hero, my knig

inflict every pa

t of my night wondering what I ever did to offend him apart f

ttention or they just didn't care, Dad was always traveling, even my few times I had told mum but she always brushed it as

t, it only go

up inside of me, when middle school was over, I had thought I would gain fre

nother school but they had refused, they kept talking about how Winny bridge was the best high school around a

d desks, spilling drinks over my clothes , he had only use words to

even still date but he came to school one morning and refused to look at me straight in the eye, it had continued for days, when I con

of his name could make me pee my pants, I

punches, sometimes beatings if

flat, but during the summer break that has changed, my breast started gro

sure to call me mean names like slut,

also got deeper and even scarier... At least to me, the rest of the girls in our class were over him...they were always envious when they s

t the way my body was so different from the rest of the other girls, his gaze a

the boys avoided me like I had the plague, I had not wanted to go but mum had forced me, she had even got me what she called

n I walked in timidly , the boys stared In a w

y from their unnerving gaze but st

found

l cold rage emanating from him, I wh

looser like you doi

om the bright int

y and I looked up at him immediately

r!" I cried, his harsh gripped on m

ere and you have to go dres

ht the dress was beautiful and it pretty much covered

he wall roughly, his h

ntacts, who where you trying to impress?" He s

e!" I

spread into a cruel s

ke you and right now you will regret ever c

id, but he did something different, somet

ply, I didn't get what he was doing until I felt his teeth graze my neck followed by his tongue, he roughly kissed, licked and nibble on my exposed collar

, you always will be... " He whispere

out and his tongue forced inside of my mouth, he moved aggressively inside me like he

slowly and we both worked to catch our breaths...just at that moment I didn't see his hate for me in his eyes, he was looking at me as if he w

at he had just tak

l when I got to school the next day , I heard students discussing t

the fear he had instilled i

had just started to get over all those years and

he specifically

ain and this time I feel like I would