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a's body on the ground. I couldn't belie

d up at Nero wondering what he would think of

ith hatred in his eyes, and I knew

What would happen now? Would Nero still want me, k

t what had just happened. I could feel all eyes on me, waiting for

zen to say or do anything only wondering what they thought of me

end of. The joyous noise only made me

never been involved in such violence before, and I didn't know how to process it killing someone.

s I walked without a sense of direction, my body

hit the ground, someone caught me. "She's dead because of me. It is

a's blood stained lying on the ground. My heart was heavy with guilt

ither your life or hers and you chose yours. There is absolutely

my heart didn't want me to believe it. My mind tried to

also stepped down from his chair. I wanted him to believe that I didn't push her bec

d in a whisper as I

self-defence that I didn't mean to kill Zara. But the words wouldn't

ng them in pain but anger. He looked ready to s

in that I had caused him, ripping out his heart

heart breaking. I never wanted this to happen. All I wanted was to prove myself

had to do was tell her to tap out or you tap out. But you killed her

he came at me, what was I supposed to do?

think I give a fuck about you living or dyin

t defend herself. Zara should have let it go when she lost and not act like a

e his eyes glaring at me and I

ood there, alone with my thoughts and my guilt. I di

expected and they slowly began to disperse. I made my way over to Zara's

he could no longer hear me. "I never meant for this t

y. They couldn't bring

e to see who it was until they feel. I blinked a few times, feeling hands wrap around my throat. T

n have it in me to struggle. I was

vier!" The Queen

s were fixed on me and they looked primal. He wante

stupid bitch. She should

eck felt broken. It hurt too much to move

o pry him off. My arms flared around, needing something to grab and hit h

he only thing that I

as he was being pulled away by the guards. I would have thought that my

in air. The world spun around me, the voices dying down into an inau

a where she was and my