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ried to reach for my phone by the bed stand but instead, I made contact with both.

efinitely is nothing compared to where I sleep in since I had been married to Asher. I held onto the s

! I mean b

e bedsheet around me. Since the universe doesn't really have a keen interest in me, I wasn’t surprised when Asher caught me trying to sneak out of

t the need for an escape badly. The thought of me hanging onto him as he thrusted i

tever happened yesterday. It was just the spur of the moment. I was

around all that he was s

would have never slept with you in my right state of mind. Whatever happened last nig

staring after him like a fool. It shocked me that he came off at me in such a harsh manne

Looking through the hallway the moment I noticed no one was near

sh I had someone to talk to as regards my predicament. But then, the only person tha

most had an heart attack. I wasn't expecting such noise, I had be

e craved for the fact that she might be sorry for the mi

d the call. "Hello." I m

er pick up. I have been trying to reach you all morning

ecting her to sound so unremorseful. After hurting my feelings

that the kind of life you are living now, is a really pathetic one. Who gets married to a president and still ends up being unh

ir having so much fun ridiculing me. This was someone

It sounded like howls to my ears. "I had hoped that you’d call. I had prepared to invite you out for a little celebrat

ever did I do to the universe to make it despise me so much. It's almost as if

no way I would be able to get over this humiliation so easily. The more I trie

o the bed, I let th

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onth

room. The last thing I want at the moment is to see him. Ever since that fated drunken night

im anywhere, unless he was declining those invitations t

really grateful, cause I definitely didn’

resence. Everytime I hear or read about his escapades, my skin crawls

liness. That was the moment he should have shown just how much I disgust him by turning down my dumb advan

h trying to stretch out my tired body. I can't p

e, I checked myself in the mirror. There were bags u

my mornings have ta

been going on for two weeks now, not leaving out the fatigu

the bathroom, my eyes went straight to the calendar on the bedside stool. A

out. But, I had tried my very best to not think of the obvious, instead, I reminded myself that my hormones we

ll wanted to pretend like this was normal, and like these symptoms I’ve

my eyes were sunken, and I’ve also lost some weight cause I was barely eating

spite the sluggishness trying to conquer my body, I manage

about to do, it was going to be all over the Internet instantly. Driving out of the house, aft

nt to the counter. "Can I get a pregnancy test kit, please? 5 pieces, d

to get a hold of me in the pharmacy with a pregnancy test kit when it's not certain w

es, but I couldn't care less right now. I almos

in it for about ten seconds. Removing it with my heart in my mouth,

checked google and it said the result would be disclosed in a minute. The minute se

of the strips, which means positive a

pre