re's

f, I was still shaken from the whole incide

, I guess Jonathan must have gone to bed. Heading into the kitc

s, I needed Jonathan far away from me, he was r

me, his gaze cold, I guess he wasn't asleep,

t something

d after the divorce," he asked

to move on Jona

a divorce, because you were alre

," I said, trying to hide how disappointed I was

e as such, I have no reason

the juice back in the fridge as I walk p

I guess it took a while to finally see you for who yo

o face him, I picked up the pillow and threw it

name, when you are worse than anyt

hatred, and I glared at him. Swiftly turning around and headed upsta

ext mo

me. I slowly spread the butter on my toast, taking a bit

e," I re

your babe now," Matthew said

ot true, just been busy with a

he anger in his voice, I know he's try

e and Jonathan, You need to trust me. We've been over this so m

skepticism. "It's hard for me to understand why you would still allow in your

ut Jonathan and I have a history together, and it's not easy to completely cut t

ally spoke again. "I do trust you, but it's just hard for me to see you l

, trying to sound as sincere as possible. "But you have to know that you're

ow. It's just difficult sometimes. I don't want to lose you

, I promise you that my feelings for Jonathan are in the past. He means nothing to me

lly spoke. "I'll try, but it won't be easy

assure you and remind you of how much you mean to me. Just give me

the lingering doubts and insecurities. as the conversation came to an end, I hop

o stood at the stairs staring at

ing on between us" he slowly walk

on me, that low o

ou that desperate for love that you ar

that I felt so small and I hated this feeling. I clenche

no right to judge me or assume you know what's going on in my life. And just for the record Matthew a

are me the lies. Matthew knows what he wants, I bet he's just toying with yo

is this the reason you desperately needed a room here to taunt my life

. "Not my business? Are you forgetting that we were o

were once together," I admitted, my voice steady now. "But that's in the past. W

, invading my personal space. "I can't believe you would

ing away at my self-esteem. But I refused to let him see how

at, then maybe it's best you go find somewhere you won't have to deal with

e gave me credit for, and I would not a

e of that good-for-nothing, that

who gave you the right to berate me in my own home, I think you have forgotten your place, you are not

clutched in a fist, and I knew deep down that my words hit a nerve,

in for long, where did I get the courage to say all this, just then Jon

s the door, I watched him unlock it and step out, slamming th

ed it, so why can't he take what he fished out? I plop

uch better