ard'

o break down. I sniffle hoping it will at least g

and ignite the car engine into action.

up instead of driving so I won't end up driving into

out imme

ight end up doing something rash like storming b

nly t

cludes slapping her face severall

auses me nothing but aches. To think I

s where just a few days ago. Who knows if they were in London together all along while I was here

just saw or from what I said to Arab

on but I chosed to ignore it because I w

I studied business because that was what my father wan

study because that wa

ack for my Masters simply because I co

every single thing in my life. Then she brought

into tears, talking about how lonely she had been since Father di

he could be her companion. I had seen Arabel on o

egretted it for a long time because of Eve. I didn't know how to explain mys

while. I told her Arabel would be gone in a year. But she chose

wo and then three. A

was time to l

rcing me to pull the car to a sto

o

should I tell my mother

force them back. I won't let her ma

g but a cheat

e car again, this time slowly till I get home, thinking

a relationship as an excuse while Jake would pretend as i

kne

h the marriage. He suggested getting a divorce after a yea

as cheating but I kept telling myself it was Eve I loved n

d sex. This was the reason why I ha

dn't want to add cheating to my list of offences so I t

't have sex? How long

forget the fleeting image of

he thought of Arabel and how exactly I am supposed to change the course of event

se will I say afterwards? I don't want us to

sweet. She is also understanding. I'm sure she won't take it to

ld tell her it

the pit of my stomach

ow that I found her cheating, I n

calm and ball my fist to stop myself

angry sigh leaves my mouth. No matter how hard I try to wave it away

all people. I waited for three goddamn years

to drown my sorrows with alcohol is because of Arabel, I shake my h

rimonia

greetings like I usually do. Instead of going over to her room, I

, exhaling a breath before

e stuck to firmly. One of those rules is having separate rooms. My mother was a

. I don't know what came over me or how it happened. It just happened and I think that

two women at

irm resolution on coming back to Eve made me throw

lightly and wait, expecting the d

is no

he c

g her eyes out because of what I sai

it has been pounding since I got to her door, I knock again. This time

s and the door

ut hesitation, I open the door to her room and t

et which is completely empty. My eyes open

happened? Wh

e at the though

irling around and hoping this is a prank, my

vorce

ure on it already. Just before the document leaves my han

rds which shatter my very existence as the

you. Go