LYN ROS

ur first da

r to my roommate's question, as

ad

ce on the couch,and she looked a

the

lising the juice had poured o

so so

the stain from the jacket bu

e harshly ma

re so path

eyes, I really didn't mean to but I co

a, I'll get yo

ith disgust shinin

a favour Jade

and stormed out, slammi

ok for the tears t

wled my eyes out as t

ck to my room, star

that I wasn't that girl who alm

hat I was better than the girl who wa

that I was the same f

e noth

o me. His cold eyes would stare into mine as he said it, t

day

asleep in front of the mirror, I wiped the dry tear streaks from my face and as I looked at my reflection, determined to see the woman I had

am strong. I am res

Alexander and Lara cont

my reflectio

do this

again before going to p

rk, staring at the large bui

ing, people stared at me

esterday, with mascara tear streaks smudged on my face as I ra

ould run out

in the elevator. I began to fidget as we drew close to the 1st floor

him say enter befo

ing Mister

I did not want to give him th

small smirk and his e

late,

eet, the longer I was in his pre

ry Mister

er that I walked to my de

n here

comm device and I took a deep b

alled

ee years ago, for the c

d I went to the dusty storage, spendin

cause of the dust, and it didn't help th

't find t

, I was afraid of t

ay, I fo

ad found it, why the hell didn't he tell

dn't think

yance dripping

e attitu

ut I was just too blin

using to allow his int

nough of being treated like I'm less than deserving. I deserv

obviously trying his hardest to keep his

everyone ab

he looked at me with ang

ave forgotte

grabbed my wrist pulling me out o

re we go

me into the car and d

window, but he ignored me

e as he gripped the s

I'm

of what he might do to me, he was fu

my heart sank when I real

top the

t he refused

x, pl

usly as I saw the black gates o

personal hell in t

ar abruptly and

out A

for me, I shook my head No wi

he car dragging me ou

of memories that haun

x pl

me to the hallway, I could still re

closet and I remembered

atty Jade is scar

hoed these very hallways as I cried

whale peed

ded, I crashed to my knees in the middle of

in the spot where I w

here my blood poo

d blue eyes were the last thing I saw h