hard that I know within myself i am transferring aggression to the innocent door. Poor thing.I lie on my bed, replaying the event in

. F*ck it, i am not mad and this is the reason i went

surprised I've finally lost it. Not in any way, is it not bound

g, you ain't even gonna shed a tear. Just o

know I must be hallucinat

t is just dad, no big deal."You are reeking o

w much to tell him that it is just a toug

hen i am ten miles and six foot in the

no longer seventeen,

d so what?"

, i don't have to cry

rown without me,

ven real, you don'

t hurts, l

ife sucks for real and it's kinda tough trying to bl

oss the room, it is kind of faint and it loo

, the late ones and the remaining one

I've finall

's voice chimes in, her t

d not happy to hear from her specifically. Don't ask me why, you will defi

u too? Wha

"where are you?" If this i

ide you" I say rolling my eye

himes in squeezing her face at me. I guess it is safe to call her

bear" Mum adds her tone sorrowfull, i guess that explains why she sounded as

essa fires at mom. You see what i am saying. She is

me you haven't seen your

squeezing her face at me aga

, my panic growing. My mind races

e is concerned about something. If mom is alive and this kind of shit happens,

istinctive perfume from my sleep last Monday, i could have sworn he was t

from the back, he turned and smiled at me but i thoug

yden but he would not look at me. At that point i tho

when you know you are being watched but the one i felt was really i

me look inside but no one but a girl with scattered hair was inside. The funny thing is, She wasn't even pla

ching jayden's favourite football club play an

he Choir sang praise, that one he does wh

host was stalking me, s

g, i saw nothing so i figured I was