ou wanted? Are you jealous? But as far as I know, you're not 'normal,' right?

." he continued, walking away, leaving me alo

me," I whispered, clutching my chest. Unknowingly, tears b

closer to Rara, but the two of them wer

to the door to open it since I hadn't hired a housekeeper yet. Taking care of Feri wasn't hard, but serving him more

you two be

r our trip. We wanted something special for this

y Rara?" I muttere

th me. I also want a special place. Isn't that what you suggested? Tha

d, exhaling wit

ow long? I can't stay al

just abou

wee

, a

ds were cut off a

?" Feri said firmly. I froze, g

said, turning and walking back into

us?" Rara asked. Reflexively,

stay home. I don't nee

you're okay with me 'borrowing'

joke about it; I don't lik

ll smile. I shot her a sharp

g us for dinner?" she called out. I tur

ike that..." she pleaded.

" I asked flatly. Ra

she said wit

replied,

't you made anything?" Feri chi

every day. Maybe just once, Rara should cook. I'm n

cook," Rara complained. I

something for Feri. After all, you two are so close," I

ybe Ina already ordered something," she grumble

eaten?" Feri asked, stopping me.

I'm

Maybe Rara and I will go eat

replied, even though, in truth,

curtly, holding Rara's hand. I ju

I collapsed onto the bed, staring blankly at

_

ast, a childhood filled

ruel my father was in treating my mother,

ly see my father who was trying so hard to hurt my m

, because of his behavior, I was traumatized by this problem, I have an anti-sex disease in the doct

k at home and tell my mother to work. And surprisingly, after all those crimes, my mother is always obedient to her husband, I hate my mother's attitude which prioritizes my

her was cruel enough to

m of abuse by my own father, I

e that her husband was so cruel to his child. She was blinded by

e was a child who desperat

believing in love and