nown it would
ted before taking the hint? But there I was, sitting in a slee
you give a child who just handed you a crayon drawing of a
e with zero enthusiasm. "You applied fo
ave experience with customer service
ned back in his chair, his eyes scanning me. "I have to a
d. "Um..
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twisted. "E
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t.
it w
voice even. "I'm more than c
ying smile again. "
r another file-alr
really needed this job. "Ple
xhausting him. "We do have openings in ja
rt dro
tori
sit at a damn desk but maybe, just
ir scraping against the
looking past me. "B
bother re
ffice, each step pound
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ide. Fine. Whatever. I didn't need some co
orgeous boyfriend w
amazing, that the world was full of idiots who didn't see my worth. I'd
ich, but he came from money. He liked to pretend he struggl
or, needing the extra time to calm down
door and turne
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ick with the scent of wine and
choed from t
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o, no
rd, past the kitchen, past the framed photos of us o
ed it
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, a lazy smirk on her lip
hie
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ld me not to
etching like a god
tely unfazed. "Shit. You wer
hole body shook. "Are yo
looking more annoyed than guilty. "Look,
a bi
ision blurring. "We've be
le. "And it was nice. But let's be real, Maria
ed. "A
d. "That's an u
her. "Shut t
cence. "Hey, don't be mad at me.
u not?" He looked at
ng babe me y
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back, ear
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gged. "You'll
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ed and
he do th
king years. And thi
e cold wind biting at my skin. I wanted to scream. To break so
o money.
w, no
ds. Susan. My only friend. She'd know w
rang onc
ight to v
th. Of course. Even sh
f despair cras
elf on the old bridge. The river below was dark and endless, s
. I wasn't bei
just t
Tired of struggling
e like a punch
years a
inner. It was one of those rare nights when everything felt
e that, they
untouchable Walkers-had lost their lives in the accident. And my parents
e. Alone an
bridge, it felt like it wa
d be better of
g. The wind whipped around me making me tre
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