day was

in my own home. I didn't eat.

I would cut my wrist, filling the bowl for Tara. The

the night before the wedding. She di

voice full of glee. "They're hanging lanterns. Ethan has been practici

he words sink in. "He

stared at the wall, my

, Ethan ha

door, their hands bloody. He saw a woman in a simple blue dress, not the white one Tara always claimed she was wear

d sweat, the image

doubt wa

went to the town diner, run by my parents.

de his unease. "Do you remember the nigh

wearing a white dress. She loves telling everyone

. In his dream, the dr

me in that blue dre

rform. He was marrying Jocelyn, but he was dedicating his life to Ta

urch and prepared

p. My vision was tunneling, my b

o the phone. "Can you do

was barel

Jocelyn.

house. And...

paper towards me, my hand shaki

night of th

k. I wanted to tell him the

ipped from

endo, as Ethan and Tara stood at the altar, m

my last letter unfinish