in Mo
d it was for my own good, to recover from my "instability." My real illness
acked ceiling, forgotten. The next,
nnel of light, no angelic choir. J
sident of the United States. He was signing a document, his brow furrowed in concentrat
and in static. I was bound to him, tethered by some invisible chain. I tried to walk away, to leave the roo
ied long ago. It
e
in Julian' s eyes afterward. I demanded a divorce, a public one. I wanted out. He couldn't have that scandal. A griev
He ran a hand through his hair, a habit I knew well. He didn't look lik
him. "I'm dead, Juli
choed only in the space where my
o. Me, him, and a smiling, five-year-old Leo. He stared at it for a long moment. A
o down and pres
, get i
e was loyal, a man who had known us both since Julian was a
ir
id, gesturing to the mug on his
"I'll get you a fres
or a second, his eyes seemed to focus. A shiver went through him. He shoo
d again, but i
Savanna
expensive, her smile predatory. She was the lobbyist who had
ver the desk, and kissed him. It was
r. President?
said, pulling
my own husband's life, watching him with
ou just look so much better when you're not frow
weak smile. "
red women who were simple, easy, who didn't challenge him. I had
past the open d
Lady's sanatorium hasn'
seem to care. He hasn't
I already knew. I was not