nder'

wore off, rea

eiling, the weight of my actio

I say, covering my

beating insi

ry, and instead of spending the night w

es wi

ecided to let go

sary. I thought to myself, trying to escape

ldn't have

, now sleeping beside me, a

eally d

d when Cynthia rolled, plac

it off, feeling ir

nder?" She says,

hat happened between us last night." She ventur

ned between us

thia, you can't deceive me

says, rolli

e to me yourself, because you like me

er before she could

me?" I say, squeezin

explain. I wasn't in control of myself, and unable to remember everythin

nable to hol

says, holding my hands as she

the bed, letting my

flus

get to t

ating on me, and I'm

that Isabel did? I say rub

nder! That's not possible. Something did happen!

appened, I'm sure you won't want Isabel kno

t. I can't believe Isabel took her

ter taste in my mouth. The last thing I want is for her to s

this." I say, snapping bac

laugh, sending a col

run across her eyes - maybe m

s c

ow, I can't tell what Cynth

n about this, I have to divorce Isabel r

*******

7 series, driving ho

with Isabel, on the o

d definitely can't be with Isabel who

steering wh

red finding out more a

find out more about the man she had slept with, an

ld me it was her best friend, if i d

sh

a deep

arrive

d with regret, anger and betraya

ce the reali

llway, the familiar sc

h flowers, but my heart is heavy with worries

ing room, her back straight, her eyes fixed o

he pages, but it's clea

ing her lover? I

ched m

ks this way because she

alled out, cl

er expression wa

sappointment, or anger, ran acro

em different

ur anniversary last night,

me, the time to fina

alking about?" I reply, try

marriage, and I'm sure you also don't want it too. So let's sto

g a thing. Watching me wi

rs from me, her fingers b

passed through me, but it wa

apers, then back at me. "You wa

et's get it done wit

says, picking up a pen from the coffee t

seems c

, as she stormed into the room,

tension i

aying in my mind, qu

ys wanted to di

signed the divorce p

ng my heart to Isabel and m