I left and returned to my chambers. I sa

my blood boil. I let out a groan

ediately, I grabbed the glassware on th

ve to be happy afte

the pent up frustration and anger. I stripp

with cold water. I don't know how many minutes

because I consoled myself with t

t my family and identity. Insomnia was my compan

n, but I didn't. My late parents wo

thoughts, so I quickly got out of the water, c

cy sat on my bed, staring

I'm able to maintain my sanity

n the chair opposite her. She didn't say a word

d voice, changing the topic. I tilted my he

carelessly on the floor and from what I know about yo

while keeping a straigh

e, doll?" I inquired, foldi

she replied, as she co

oubling yo

her eyes. Slowly, she strode toward me a

ir. I rolled my eyes. Swooping her of

spered and ruffled m

er to reach out and when I initiated to care, yo

s? You should have known I didn't want to be di

vermind. I apologize for disturbing your peaceful tim

uined everything. "Where have you been thi

with shoulders stiffe

siness, so don't poke your nose in mine," I snapp

in my business will only ruin her.

d at me," she pleaded and hiccupped. "It was

closed my eyes and steadied my breath. Lucy doesn't like it

was hugging me from behind. Her arms tightly w

a while, as she sniffled

u," I mumbled. Instead of accepting m

g you?" I asked i

t to get mar

e marriage would

t want to spend my life wit

y force her? I gritted my teet

for a while befo

ow, confused. "W

tood before me. Her eye

eone that I deeply care about." She stared at

ts. They are not narr

t man for me and that the marriage be

the

d. "I don't know if he knows how I feel about him, or

fed. I walked away and grabbed a bottl

t" she r

tely know if a girl is into him. Well, I can

e huffed and pl

y n

er words hung in the air. My breath hitched, but I re

oping you would notice, but maybe you did but ignored. I fucking lov

liked me and I intentionally ignored it. I h

oat, before slamming the glass on the table. "Stop

I know you feel something for me too. Let

gem on earth. Tell me, how was I supposed not to fall for

e. Why are you suddenl

I commanded and snatched my hand away

nts want you to marry him, then

l me to my face that you don't feel the same, that you don't ca

s, "I don't have romantic feeli

ll along?" She nodded. "I'll accept my fate. I hate you but I hat

u

, I punched the wall repeatedly

n of my worst enemy - Cullen Dipson. They t