a's

how I did. Waking up to the smell of coffee, I thought last nigh

just feel how swollen they are were the wake-up call I needed

ot with, the one I thought was the lov

s deep in thought. He's bare-chested and the sunlight reflecting on his

last night was just a scene taken out of my imagination. Like we're just some lovey-dovey couple

says softly as he goes

at the table and I take in the different meals. I doubt I'll be able to eat. Not when my t

ke but when I didn't answer, he continued. "You should try something. We have a long day planned. The yacht

thing on it shake. "Just...just stop

on the table was forgotten. "We could still be, Zee. Nothing ha

said in a tone that said he

of without risking everything he had worked so hard for. I was just t

ore we went ahead to do all this

e I wanted to do that ma

I didn't leave you," my voice was calm bu

e of them as he bowed his head and whispered. "You're the b

already d

g for the blow I'm going to deliver w

e the worst mistake I've ever made." I watch

at, Zee. I know yo

" I blurt out

ll be good for what I have planned out. I want to give him ho

ls his eyes and then

es

need. I'll fight even harder for us to have a stable and pea

"You don't have to do that cause I won

from his face as he l

se, you can't do it. We'll work it out. I pro

I have already

get up and leave to get ready for

n't even taste any

**

hy. He's probably wishing I'll change my mind. Good luck. The yacht trip passes in a blur. Every time a stranger compliments ho

way to the lower deck with his phone. I schedule an appointment with a clini

s eyes follow me till I sit

back to our suite. I sit on the floor and lean back against

will think I have. And if he believ

t care to listen but I still grab a few words. His voice sounds soft and broken like a wounded ani

er forgive me. No, I ca

e and he's the one playing me. But I'm abo

ut a fake procedure, the anonymous message from someone I received offering help i

he baby would supposedly be 'taken care of' by tomorrow and b

t of his life regretting what he d