Fainted Heart

"Glad you're here, Prianne it's been ages since I saw you. How have you been?" Trisha my friend from high school said with a glass of wine in her hand.

I look at her with an unpleasant smile. I haven't forgotten all the chaos she had done in the past.

"I'm great, it's nice to see you also."

She then hugged me. I then lose my smile. I know she's pretending to be good to me. This is girl is so good at faking.

She let go of the hug and looked at me from head to toe, she sips her wine and nodded while looking into my eyes.

"Nothing changed."She smirked.

I smiled at her and was about to speak but she interrupted.

"Raven!" She shouted from afar.

She walked behind me so I turned around me to see her and I saw her looking at me. When he looked at me teasingly because he knew someone handsome. Hell, I'm not jealous that you have a partner, Trisha.—shut it, Prianne maybe it's just handsome because it's dark.

I maintain my fierce look.

Unwillingly the one named Raven pulled by Trisha closer to me. She freaking smiling at me. Idiot.

I shifted my gaze all over the place and it got darker and the noise got louder. It's the end of the school year so we unwind with my friends here at the club.

"Pria..."

"Don't call me that, we aren't close."I gave her the sweetest smile ever and she knows that's it's fake so, she rolled her eyes and smile.

I may be strong outside but on the inside? No. I'm weak, so weak and naïve.

She acted like she was in pain. One of her hands was wrapped around Raven's arm while the other was on Raven's chest.

"That hurt." And smiled. That's why I hate plastic. "by the way, this is Raven..."

I looked at Raven and simply nodded.

"And, Raven this is Prianne."

He just nodded at me too. This man, his eyes are so captivating.

"Gotta go, Trisha. I need to find my friends."

"But, I'm your friend."

"Says who?" I did not wait for her answer. I left and looked for my friends.

I saw them at the bar counter drinking and the others were already dancing. I'm the only one who hasn't drunk yet.

"Pria, let's get wasted!"

I drink two shots of tequila while listening to my friends talking something about boys.

"Prianne, drink more." I smiled at her. I did not know what's her name, but it is a friend of my friends, I do not want to be rude I took the shot glass in her hand and gulped it down.

"Pria... you should dance you might get bored there." I saw again Trisha standing in front of me.

Napapikit ako ng biglang sumakit ang ulo ko dahil narin siguro sa lights.

"I don't like... dancing. If you'll excuse me." I was about to get up but because of dizziness, I was able to sit back. I may be drunk. Tree shots only, impossible.

"You okay?" Trisha asked with a laugh. I swallowed and ignored her. I got up again and went straight to the comfort room.

"Be careful there, Pria ... maybe someone is there for you," Trisha said after me.

Also, because I was in a hurry, I had a collision with a man.

"S-sorry..." I was about to pass this man whom I did not know but he pulled my wrist.

"Let go." I was surprised at what he did. I pulled my wrist against his hand but he would not let go. He just smiled at me.

My breathing is not normal. I was breathing fast and I was also sweating. What is happening to me? My body is ... burning.

"Let's go somewhere else, Trisha was right you were beautiful and sexy." He looked at me from head to toe. I frowned. What?

"Excuse me? What the hell are doing, let me fucking go!"

He stopped listening to me because he was now dragging me. I was nervous about what I was thinking.

What did Trisha say to him? No! That woman is really shameless!

We were close to the exit when someone stopped us and saw Raven.

"Man, get out of the way... were going out."The man said calmly.

"Let go of her."

The man looked at me back at Raven."Why? Were going out together-"

I pulled my hand into the man's hand and quickly went to Raven's side. I'm scared. It scared me. I don't even know Raven but I think he's different from this guy here.

This time I'm burning. I want to go home! And... and... why am I fucking wet down there. My breathing is hard.

"Prianne, you told me to take you home, right?

I was shocked by what he said and he even knew my name. I'm surprised that he didn't forget my name.

" I don't even know you! "

The creepy guy looked at Raven and suddenly turned to leave. What was that?

I almost fell thank god that Raven held me by the arm.

"You okay?"

The sensation of his hands on my skin is making me go wild. I don't know what's happening to me but for theirs something to that drink.

I'm no bobo!

I swallowed my saliva cut my stares at him. I want to take off my clothes now, it's so freaking hot.

"Y-yeah."

"You wanna go home, I'll take you home."

The way his calm serious voice escapes from his mouth is so sexy. His lips, his lips are so kissable. I want to taste it.

Oh my god, what's wrong with my mind! What's wrong with my body. I'm craving, I'm horny... I know!

" I can go home by myself. "I told him and he let go of me." Thanks. "

" You sure? Theirs a lot of ass-hole on the way... "

I stared at him and was suddenly nervous. For the ninth time, I swallowed my saliva and breath deeply.

" Let's go, I'll take you home. "He left first so I don't have a choice so, I followed him.

I think he is a good person. A good guy rather.

I was already in his car and because of the heat, I felt I took off my jacket only the black tube was left. I don't mind Raven from the side but hell I can't really control this one. What the hell really happening to me?!

I am no longer myself.

"Put your jacket back. It's so cold." He said while looking at the road. I did not follow him because I could no longer control it.

I'm thinking about masturbating because maybe it can help me lessen the hotness of my body.

But, no. I don't like that idea.

I sent Raven to my condo because I could not go home looking like this. Raven accompanied me to my condo room. As I slide my card through the door I can no longer cope.

"I'm sorry."

I saw the shock in his eyes at what I said. I think I really need to use him. I'm a virgin but this time, I want him ... the feeling of him inside me feels so good in my imagination.

"Why-" I didn't finish talking to him because I kissed him quickly until our kiss deepened.

We entered my condo and closed it while we were still kissing. He takes off his shirt.

"Don't stop." I moan when he kissed my neck.

"You drink it." His husky voice makes me want him more.

"What drink?" I asked as I moan.

He did not answer me until I no longer knew what was happening between the two of us.

The next day, I woke up and I saw Raven sleeping peacefully, My brows arched because my head ached.

In a few minutes, I was able to think clearly until I found myself without clothes under this blanket.

I even saw a red stain under this blanket.

Shit! What have I done!

I was nervous because I did not know what to do! What happened last night? Why is Raven here !? I just stood up and quickly got dressed to leave. I need to go home. Shit! This is a freaking mistake!

This is my condo but I can't stand Raven. This is all my fault! My down there is sore. It hurt but I want to go home.

I'm crying because of what happened! That sinful night won't happen again!

SINFUL!