R-18 After a lot of struggles that came in her life, Ghenjer Saqueza surpassed all of that with the help of his friend named Chase. She was raped before and she forgot everything because of an accident. After that dreadful past that came to her life, she wanted to open a next chapter that would make her ease all the pain that she experienced before. Then until he met a guy named Wagner Matthew Perez, a womanizer and a hard headed man. He gets what he wants and he treat girls like as if they're just toys. He helped Ghenjer to remember everything but in exchange to that, she remembered something that made her heart wrecked. Would she still forgive the person who made her feel Affection but at the same time treated her Merciless? Ps: Book cover photo isn't mine, credits to the rightful owner.
Warning:It contains mature scenes and very restricted to those young audiences.Please kung bata ka pa lang,don't read this:-)
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"TULONG! Tulong! Parang awa niyo na tulungan niyo ako!"Halos mapatid na ang mga ugat ko sa leeg sa kasisigaw pero balewala dahil wala akong makitang tao sa paligid.
I'm in the middle of the road and I feel so empty.I lost my dignity and virginity.
Hindi ako makapaniwala na nagawa ko pa'ng makatakas sa kamay ng mga lalaking 'yon.
Hindi ako makatakbo.Kulang na lang ay gumapang na ako sa daan dahil sa sakit na pinagdaanan ko.
Bahagya na lang ako makalakad.Pakiramdam ko ilang sandali lang ay bibigay na ako.I feel so helpless.
Yumuko ako kasabay nang pag-agos ng mga luha ko habang patuloy pa ring rumerehistro sa memorya ko ang kababuyang ginawa nila sa akin.
Lust! Lintik na libog na 'yan!
Kasabay ng aking pagyuko ay nakita ko ang aking katawan.Bigla akong naawa sa sarili ko mismo.
Ang uniporme ko na disente sa tuwing papasok ako ay napalitan ng gusot at nabahiran ng sarili kong dugo.Wala akong suot na bra.Sirang sira ang uniporme ko at kitang-kita na ang kaluluwa ko ngayon.Tanging undies ko lang ang saplot ko sa ibaba na napupuno ng dugo.
Tanging liwanag lang ng buwan ang nagsisilbing ilaw sa paligid.Ayoko nang lumiwanag pa ng husto dahil ayokong makita ng sinuman ang kabuuan kong itsura.
Ramdam ko ang buhos ng ulan kasabay ng pag-iyak ko.Puro pighati at sakit lang ang nararamdaman ko ngayon.
Sa bawat hakbang na ginagawa ko ay magkahalong sakit physically at mentally ang nararamdaman ko.
Hindi ako makalakad ng maayos.Kasabay ng ulan,nararamdaman kong napakaraming dugo ang umaagos sa ibaba ko dulot nang ginawa nila.
Ihip ng hangin at agos ng tubig lang ang tanging yumayakap sa akin.Hindi ko alam kung anong buhay pa ang kahaharapin ko matapos nang nangyaring ito.
Hindi ko alintana ang gaspang ng sahig dahil nakayapak lang ako.Iyak ako nang iyak.Hindi ko alam kung makakabangon pa ako matapos nitong pangyayari 'to.
Tuluyan akong nanghina kasabay ng walang humpay na pagsakit ng aking ibaba.Napaluhod ako sa sahig habang napapa-impit sa sakit.
Sinubukan kong hawakan ang aking pang-ibaba at mas lalo pa itong sumakit.Nanginginig kong tinignan ang aking kamay at puro dugo ang nakita ko ro'n.
"MGA WALANG HIYA SILA!!!"Napasigaw ako nang malakas dahil sa nangyayari sa akin ngayon.Tanging pagsigaw lang ang nagagawa ko mula pa kanina.
Wala akong kalaban-laban nu'ng binaboy nila ako.Kahit anong pagmamakaawa ko,tinuloy pa rin nila ang kahayupang ginawa nila.
Natatandaan ko pa na bago ang lahat ay pinasukan nila ng bote ng alak ang aking pang-ibaba.Napapikit at napasigaw ako sa sakit na naramdaman dulot no'n.
Natunghayan ko rin kung paano nila ako pinagpasa-pasahan na para lang akong isang laruan na pagkatapos magsawa at makaraos e iba naman ang makikinabang.
Hindi ko alam kung ilan sila.Nakahiga lang ako sa kung saan habang nakagapos at walang kalaban-laban.
Gusgusin at puno ako ng dugo ngayon.Ramdam ko na napaka-rumi kong babae.
Walang magtatangkang magmahal sa akin dahil sa karanasan kong ito.Hindi ko na alam kung paano pa ako haharap sa mga tao dahil dito.
Para na nila akong pinatay sa ginawa nila.Sana tinuluyan na lang nila ako.Manhid na ang katawan ko sakit.
Gusto ko nang mamatay.
"MGA WALANG HIYA KAYO! PAGBABAYARAN NIYO 'TONG GINAWA NIYO SA AKIN!!!"namamaos kong sigaw.
Kasabay niyon ay biglang nagliwanag ang paligid.Nakaluhod pa rin ako kaya buong lakas muli akong tumayo.Para akong lantang gulay dahil sa panlalambot.
Sinubukan kong lumingon at paglingon ko ay nakabubulag na liwanag ang sumalubong sa akin.
Hanggang sa wala na akong naramdaman at nabalot na ng itim ang paningin ko.
Versailles Series #1 One sinful night, Ysharra had a one night stand with a guy who eventually changed her life. A billionaire man that can provide everything she wants. Not until she found out a secret that resulted her from having a hard situation. Would she still love the person who became one of the reason of her suffering? Ps: Book Cover photo isn't mine, credits to the rightful owner.
Three years of marriage couldn't melt Theo's frozen heart. When an art gallery collapsed on Lena, he was off romancing another woman—lavishing her with a private jet. Three steel pins held Lena's shoulder together, but her heart remained broken. She filed for divorce and told everyone that he was impotent. Rising from the rubble, Lena blazed onto the design world's A‑list. She expected him to sail off with his true love—until Theo reappeared at her runway, pressing her against the wall. "Impotent, huh? Care to give it a try?"
After two years of marriage, Sadie was finally pregnant. Filled with hope and joy, she was blindsided when Noah asked for a divorce. During a failed attempt on her life, Sadie found herself lying in a pool of blood, desperately calling Noah to ask him to save her and the baby. But her calls went unanswered. Shattered by his betrayal, she left the country. Time passed, and Sadie was about to be wed for a second time. Noah appeared in a frenzy and fell to his knees. "How dare you marry someone else after bearing my child?"
"I heard you're going to marry Marcelo. Is this perhaps your revenge against me? It's very laughable, Renee. That man can barely function." Her foster family, her cheating ex, everyone thought Renee was going to live in pure hell after getting married to a disabled and cruel man. She didn't know if anything good would ever come out of it after all, she had always thought it would be hard for anyone to love her but this cruel man with dark secrets is never going to grant her a divorce because she makes him forget how to breathe.
After two years of marriage, Kristian dropped a bombshell. "She's back. Let's get divorced. Name your price." Freya didn't argue. She just smiled and made her demands. "I want your most expensive supercar." "Okay." "The villa on the outskirts." "Sure." "And half of the billions we made together." Kristian froze. "Come again?" He thought she was ordinary—but Freya was the genius behind their fortune. And now that she'd gone, he'd do anything to win her back.
There was only one man in Raegan's heart, and it was Mitchel. In the second year of her marriage to him, she got pregnant. Raegan's joy knew no bounds. But before she could break the news to her husband, he served her divorce papers because he wanted to marry his first love. After an accident, Raegan lay in the pool of her own blood and called out to Mitchel for help. Unfortunately, he left with his first love in his arms. Raegan escaped death by the whiskers. Afterward, she decided to get her life back on track. Her name was everywhere years later. Mitchel became very uncomfortable. For some reason, he began to miss her. His heart ached when he saw her all smiles with another man. He crashed her wedding and fell to his knees while she was at the altar. With bloodshot eyes, he queried, "I thought you said your love for me is unbreakable? How come you are getting married to someone else? Come back to me!"
To fund her father's medical bills, Helena stepped in for her half‑sister and wed the city's notorious deaf heir. On their wedding night, as she bared herself, he dismissed her hope with, "This is strictly business." Living beneath the weight of his unpredictable moods, she learned to fear every moment. When everyone bet on her ruin, he became her fiercest protector. But as their contract expired and she gathered her things, tears shimmered in his eyes. "Please… don't leave me."