SWIRL OF PAIN

SWIRL OF PAIN 1.

"Good morning dad, I hope you slept well?"

" Hello my daughter "

I take the trouble to move towards him to give him a small and beautiful hug.

"Daddy I'll make you breakfast then you take your meds ok" I said smiling.

"Okay girl"

I rush to the kitchen and decide to make her some eggs. After a few minutes when I finish I will immediately put his dish on the small table in the living room.

"Daddy it's ready, come and eat"

“Thank you my daughter, otherwise you have nothing new”

"Bah dad I'm still looking but hey I'll find what to do so don't worry about me"

“It would be better for you to continue your studies my daughter, don't you think? »

"Dad seriously, I don't want to anymore, you know very well that our financial situation does not allow us to do more, you have already done enough for me and now it's time for me to do for you too my daddy, Mom doesn't is over and it's my duty to be there for you ok”

“Thank you my daughter, I just want your good”

"Daddy don't worry I have no problem!" Well I'm going to go do some household chores before going out… Otherwise don't forget to take your medicine. »

It was really a period when I had no taste for life since the death of my mom and my dad's side who for a few months has not really been in good health. I meet my love at the age of 18 in the first class, Julien who has always been there for me in times of pain, who has always supported me so far and takes care of me despite that for his part it is not easy for him since he is looking for himself in order to have a better life and it will also allow him to move forward on our relationship or even definitively in marriage, a love that has never ceased to stop until now. The more the days pass the more I am madly in love with him.

Flashback

“Please talk to your girlfriend, I really like her” Julien asked Rumena.

“Julien yourself, you know that I've always done my best, since then I had to talk to Muriel but nothing, she doesn't want to,” said rumena.

“Please, I love her, I really want to be with her,” Julien said sadly, lowering his head.

“In short ok I will try again! »

Rumena and I have been friends since primary school, more precisely since CP class, we have always done everything together and never give up, this friendship is so valuable that I do not let go until secondary school. Rumena after the plea of ​​Julien who wanted at all costs to be with me decides again to come and talk to me.

"Sweetie "

I was sitting in a room, that's how she comes to find me smiling.

"Hey how are you?" I asked.

"Tell me Muriel, why are you refusing Julien's advances?"

"Are you bringing that rumena story again?" I just don't want to"

"You don't like it, tell me?" she asked suspiciously.

"I don't want to be wrong, besides school love stories don't inspire me, it always ends badly, in short, I'm not interested.."

"But don't you find it to your liking or do you?"

“I admit that he is not only cute, very intelligent, hardworking etc. But tell me which girl in this college does not wish to be with such a boy? I don't want to, I prefer to refuse. »

“But Muriel…”

“I was very clear please if you value our friendship stop bothering me with that!! I focus on the most important”

"Ok I'm sorry my big I understood.. Otherwise what are you doing?"

She had caught me revising so we continued to do so for the whole day before each of us went home.

Already it was time for the exit that rumena and I were trying to get back, a few kilometers from the road when we were walking Rumena took her way and left me.

About five minutes, not knowing that Julien was following us, decided to follow rumena to find out how she handled me.

"Rumena Rumena" he called breathlessly.

“Oh Julien is it you?”

She didn't even want to run into Julien anymore because she knew he would talk about me and get some news about what happened.

"I'm sorry, tell me have you spoken?"

"I'm sorry but the best thing is that you let it go!"

" Why ? I love it Rumena you understand”

"I have already tried everything, I have spoken to her but she persists in refusing, I am sorry but there is nothing more I can do for you!"

"Ok ok, please I want you to help me talk to him then!"

"Understand what I'm saying Julien, I know your feelings are strong but I don't want to go to her anymore with this subject, stop it too."

"No, I understand, but I want to talk to him in person, I just want your help, that's all!" »

“She's everything to me and I don't want to ruin our friendship that we've built since childhood because of you,” she said in a strict voice.

She turns around and decides to leave because she couldn't bear to see Julien beg her anymore and didn't want to help her to preserve her friendship with her best friend that I am.

That's when Julien stops his hand and kneels in front of her.

“Rumena please i love her i really want to be with her and i am very serious help me”

So surprised, at the same time she felt sorry for him and decided to help him again.

"But let this be the last time please."

"I promise" he said smiling.

" Ok I hear you.."

The day had passed, the night was falling I was at home revising when I received a message from rumena where she said "Please please come home it's very urgent " That's how I answer " But what is it?

She replies, "I'll tell you when you come." "Ok, I'm coming."

A few minutes later I show up at the place where Rumena told me, I don't see anyone so I decide to call her but suddenly it falls on the respondent.

"No, but where is she?"

I try to call him again but no response.

“Hello Muriel”

I hear a voice behind me, when I turn around who do I see?

" It's not possible ! Am I dreaming? I hope that's not what I think"

“Please, I just want you to listen to me,” Julien asked.

“I have nothing to tell you seriously, I already know what you will tell me and I am not interested”

“Listen I really want to talk to you, you know I really want to be with you, I know you will tell yourself that I am like some boys but I can swear to you and I can assure you I am very different, I love Muriel I've been running after you for almost a year tell me if I was just a joker do you think I would take my time to run after you again and again I love you very much Muriel know that if you accept in your life you will never regret it!”

"Are you serious ? I asked?

"Yes, I assure you, give me a chance, you won't regret it!" »

I kept my mouth shut, I really couldn't believe it and whereupon he knelt down in front of me, his eyes were shining and I not only felt sorry for him but also felt that he was really serious and I couldn't stop myself from saying to myself, "I must admit that I've always liked him, but I couldn't imagine that he was going to make this statement to me in this way, so why not give it a try?"

"I don't mean to be wrong, you are a beautiful, intelligent and admirable girl, what college girl does not dream of being with a guy like you? I don't want to be confronted with other girls I don't want.

"Know that no one interests me but you." he said confidently.

So there he reassured me, I decided to give us a chance.

" Ok I accept "

" Serious ? No it's serious oh really thank you my beautiful ".

He didn't stop himself from getting up to throw himself into my arms, I was happy and so was he.

We took a few minutes to chat and then he walked me home before we separated.

The next morning .

I got ready for school, and now Rumena comes to pick me up to go together.

" Hello pretty "

I remain without saying a word to her, of course I agreed to give Julien a chance but I'm angry with her so I took the trouble to ignore her and she immediately understood why I was reacting like this.

"Please forgive me" said rumena.

" You're done? I warned you though, rumena why you did that”

"Please he was really desperate and he wanted help, that's why I plotted all this finally that you meet and chat together"

"But you had to tell me about it,"

"Hmm I couldn't and you even know you weren't even going to go if I told you"

"Hmm"

“Sorry friend… So tell me how did it go?”

“I agreed to give him a chance”

"Ohhhh finally miss accepts, I imagine he begged you to the point of tears"

"I assure you, but hey I accepted, why not try?"

"So, I'm really happy for you!" »

"Ah, we'll see where it takes us! »

"Ok otherwise let's go we are already almost late"

This is how we hit the road, the days at school are going well!! Julien and I saw each other during free time but we did not forget our objectives for the school year since we were taking exams, he helped me in certain subjects by giving me special rehearsal lessons since he was terminal, me first.

Two years later I get my baccalaureate, Julien already had it and continued in a training school where he was doing IT. I continued my studies at university and I stopped a year later because there were no longer the means to continue since my dad is sick and was fighting every day to allow me to miss anything. Regarding Julien, he also didn't stay idle, he helped me when he had because he just wanted my happiness, his love for me was stronger than anything!

He had planned everything, to marry me in Jura first to be financially stable!

End of Flashback.

It was already 6 p.m. and I had an appointment with Julien.

"Good evening darling "

"Hey sweetheart, I hope you had a good day?"

"Not easy but it's ok"

“Ok then tell me how we are going to handle this situation”

"Currently I don't know but hey."

"You know you already have to do at least the presentation, my dad already has to know who I want to live with."

"Don't worry my heart, soon God will bless me and I will come to take you as agreed ok" while kissing me

"I like you"

This is how he holds my hand and we chat while walking. I was sure I made the right choice with no regrets because I could see it in his eyes that he really cared about me and was ready to do whatever he could to make me happy. I too was very happy to have fallen in love with him.

To be continued