"A-A-Assan! It hurts!" I couldn't help but moan as my sister hugged me. I felt too much pain! I feel like I want to lose the world!
"What the heck? Tell me ate Sai, ..." he still remembers his promise but I just kept crying.
I've been hugging my sister for almost a lot of time until I was helped to sit in the living room.
"H-Hot Milk?" It promised before putting the glass of milk in front of it. I
"T-thanks .." I promised before hugging my knees again. I felt empty, as if I was running low. My eyes, felt tired too and my heart, .. still aching infinitely.
"Tell me .. I'll listen .." he promised before sitting opposite me. I just stare at her blankly before the grain of tears flowed down my face. I feel her hands caressing my face and forcing my tears to fall asleep in relentlessness. I was tired of crying but I couldn't do anything else when the pain I was feeling was worse. Crying is the only thing I could do.
"That's it! I'm in trouble, I can't stand here watching you crying miserably!" If she even knows what I see, how our sister cheated on me with my fiancee, would she understand me? But d*mn! It was like the ultimate speech that I had no strength to do.
"I'm going to call Ate Shantall and Kuya Gra ----" she cut her words as my mouths open as she stands up to call the people who cause pain I feel emotionally.
"T-hey cheat." I said as I utter the phrase that came out of my mouth. She looked at me confusely as if confused by my words.
"T-hey c-cheat!" I repeated before moaning again, I see how it processs my words.
"T-they c-cheat on m-me!" I couldn't help but moan before those words came out of my mouth over and over again. I saw how my younger sister run toward on me and I immediately embraced the hug.
"A-ate ...." she cried as she hugged me tightly.
"They betrayed me Sahnea!" I cry more so that it can tighten the hug to me. It hurts! It hurts!
"Shh ... they're heartless!" He promised as I cried again.
"L-listen ate, I k-know it h-hugs ... but be strong ok? They are not worth it for your precious tears ..." he lightened as I held both my pussy.
"I feel weak! It hurts, .. it hurts sahnea!"
"I-I S-Saw H-How ------ H-How they K-K*Iss each other!" I complain here as I continue to cry
"H-am I not enough? M-am I bad?"
"N-nothing w-rong with you Ate Sai! S-they,. They are the bad, they betrayed you!"
"D-dont worry ,. It will be ok hmm?. I just cry and cry until I felt tired. I could feel my breath and the weight of my eyes.
"Ate Sai!" I heard last time before I finally lost consciousness.
Nothing worst than to be betrayed by the people you trust the most ..
Still her POV.
I woke up from the sunlight that hit my face. I opened my eyes and realized I was in bed.
I saw my phone and open it when my wallpaper came up with Gray with the floods of its calls and chats that were "sorry". So isn't it all a dream? Did they really fool me? Haha, your funny saichel! So you're playing because it's T*nga -t*you! I mocked myself over and over again. I have no other reason for them to do that to me, except on my own self!
And again, I cry and cry over again. I was just waking up but here I was crying. No, it hurts, it hurts the part that the person I thought was my near and my future. He knelt down on me, he asked me to be his fiancee because I was the only one who saw him in life. But st*pid me! Believe it without knowing that two of us! And worst, it was my sister. My sister I admire, she's 2years older than me. My brother thought he was with me all but he was the only reason I was crushed.
"A-ate saichel .." The door to my room opened and my worried face of my younger brother opened.
"Let's go .." he promised before hugging me.
"How I wish I could, I wish I had just a word that everything would be OK and everything would be ok. But no! The hard work, the pain!"
"Ate, you are lovely and strong, so I know you can handle it?"
"L-lets go, I made a breakfast for you .." Smiling at this promise.Her smile, my younger sister smile was the only thing that somehow gave me the hope that I could handle the pain I was carrying.
"Come on ate saichel, ..." he promised before he took a binder to the hair and tied my hair.
"Lika na .." she had again before I was taken out of the room and went to the dining room.
"Here, you should eat so you can be strong," he promised as my plate put food. It was a Macaroni Pasta. I just realized that it was my favorite food when I held the spoon and it was right in my mouth. But suddenly, a memory came to my mind.
"๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐?" ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ฎ๐๐๐
"๐ฐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐, .." ๐ฐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ,. . ... . I smiled bitterly as I remembered that. He kiss my sister the way he kiss me? Does he just feel the same way that my brother may be more than just satisfied with me?
I could feel the tears streaming down my face before I finally pulled out the kutasara I was holding.
"Ate Saichel," Sahnea worriedly stood up and hurried to me.
"I'm not e-eough, Sahnea!" I moaned as I immediately embraced.
"You're enough sister!" He promised as I continued to calm down but I just burst to cry.
"I'm not! I W-Was N-Nothing! I was irreplaceable Sahnea!" I moaned.
Sahnea keeps saying I'm enough but I can't absorb it! I feel very worthless! I'm worthless ... Because of that, they never do that thing on me if I became enough, if there was nothing wrong with me? But not! They do betrayed on me! And it was maybe because of me! All because of me. I'm unworthy. Irreplaceable.