stian's

t know what to do. My hands are shaking so much; I can't even hold her wrist to feel if she still has a pulse. So I take her out of the car and lay her down on the soft gr

e? The fact is I never thought that it would even come so soon. The

hile I am screaming out he

to let go. I press her face against my chest and give her soft butterfly kisse

even realize it? I was supposed to have been there. At

upposed to go now. The doctor said t

iful sound coming from her

t is wrong. Why

to wake up, I thought

. I sleep hard

to my embrace and land a s

ry time you struggle to wake up me. Since w

almost there. Now please close your eyes; I want it to be a surp

is a rustle between the bushes. The sweet chirping songs from so many birds are heard from the treetops. There is a cool breeze blowing, and the smell of colorfu

our eye

ing. How can this even exist

anything. All that matte

eaceful. Than

of Kati's shoulders. She takes my hand, and I can see she is happy, almost at peace.

at

es

tell you

ing to l

depe

ds on

you f

feel abo

I should know by now that she will ask me a round of twenty ques

an awful lot of

use I don't kno

et us go

hardest struggle that we will both face, but at least we can

ati's

s a lot about me. I saw him wipe tears from his eyes, but I did not say anything. I don't know if he is going to be okay. I can't tell him

as many friends. Losing me will kill him. He is going to be lonely

o change, then we can ta

e. I hope you have a

hy

swim, r

ach you because you were afraid if you drown and I h

ink about it now. Maybe you can

nt to give you everything. Go change

to do everything I can to give it to

is amazing. It has four bedrooms, a big kitchen, a big lounge area, and two bathrooms. Sebastian

l over the place; there are even some rose petals scattered all over the bed. It is as

nyone has done something like this for me that is so bea

iful. Thank you so much. I

my life, but I never knew if you loved roses or not.

etting a bit deeper; you can feel his heart is heavy. He looks down into my eyes and places a gentle ki

hat I love you wi

stand there long after the sun has set in each other's arms. Sebastian does not want to let me go. His heart is alr

day has