stian's

; I cannot continue crying like this. It should be Kati that needs looking after at, not me. Has she already made peace

loving and caring person I know. She will make sure that you have everything and that you okay before she even thinks of herself. Her laughter warms your hear

e is still sleeping. I walk outside and

, M

my

you guy

l. More for me than her

ronger. She can't survive if

out to lose the love of my life. I can't prete

old her how

r I love her. But she probably

as there. Where is she? I

still sl

in the afternoon. Hav

nse that I did not even notice? This is now the second time that I have not paid attention to h

g over my feet a couple of times. As I get to the porch, I storm through the front door an

I! K

Why is she not responding to me? My heart sinks into my feet; I am so scared to wa

you? Kati, please

She does not seem her usual chirpy self. Something must be very wrong, it is wr

what is

n this before; we have been here before. I was so hoping that we would not, but the reality is that we w

ti,

lease hold me

e full of emotions running through our minds, and none one of them are good at all. Reality has come

els thick and suffocating. I am too numb to cry. And then it finally kicks in, Kati crashes to th

asti

, Ka

e look for my father? I

om. For now, yo

sleep the last bit

hot chocolate, some popcorn, a

going to ma

iced, everything mak

aby. A big cuddly

oks deep into my eyes and takes my face in both of her hands. Then out of completely nowhere, she pla

I don't know wha

k. She has set my whole body on fire, my brain has gone dead, and my body mush. I do not know what to do, should I kiss her back or run away as fast as I can. It's what I

chocolate; you want to g

can do

ati

get sick, I don't want to feel pain, and most of all, I do not want Sebastian to suffer too. I saw the look in his eyes when he saw the blood on my hand. It was as if som

behind. What I did not know that I am in love with him, and I always

g you want to watch for a change.

action with a ha

ave a handso

hink I am

you are

would be so unfair on him; he will only grieve much harder for me than he would now. I cannot hurt him any more t

you, Seb