beth'

the time. It was already a day since I hit him with the NO text,he didn't reply or

ll he did pay me a little attention and I turned him down because I was bei

s a popular club downtown were most kids my age an

closet,this was what being beautiful meant to mos

r than I expected, someone could see

e skirt,this was definitely out of my comfort zone but I felt sexy

om bought me. She always said to dressy girly and put on makeu

be tutorial so I don't end

t was dramatic but it was what highschoo

t right after a

Hansen Patel,this wasn't me,this was a wannabe

of the house through the kitchen, skillfully avoi

zed to him for yelling

osed skin. I run back into the house and put on tights and a jacket. There was no way

tions Makayla texted me. About twenty min

e cab driver to take me home. Unlucki

only bright light were the neon lights that

nfidence I had earlier melted away. Now,I wish I was

wore a red playsuit and black fish nets. I wonder how she was sti

naged to say thro

ressed up scantily, hanging out with these teenagers. She surely would give

s a ten out of

it was a good sign,it

I recognize a few people from school. It felt like I was in another works,the most

your first time

'll loosen up soo

ys lap, making out,I take m

"Makayla say

o introduce you to som

h was really hot. I pull my j

who I brought he

in my tummy,I didn't know

n his lap. I felt a little bit jealo

is eyes o

around the room, purpo

h?"Bianca asks, sitti

tly and take the

pposed to be in

hurt more when some guys who were pl

head high,I didn't want Bianca to k

here often?"I

tly,I spend most times studying,I w

enuinely surprised

s who didn't care about their grades a

"she asks and ha

as some sort of alcoholic mixture. Alcohol

at I want to do"I say honestl

id, downing the co

law if you want to,

e wasn't snubby like most

ke said and turned to him

seconds,he was

y from him,he looked happ

t out of here and do so

l someone could take me