ave learned in the past five years that sex was nothing to look forward to, nor something to enjoy. It was dirty and humiliating, and above all degrading and not something that I looked fo

s nowhere ready to open my mouth to yet another dick. What I needed was to try and keep everybody with their disgusting thoughts away from me. And that included Chris. If he thought of me in that way, I was sure that he had already

was going to do it was to have Chris here and have a whole holiday of rest, which was obviously not going to happe

earch of the house James was nowhere to be found, and for the first time in the last twenty-four hours I was able to breathe again. There was no need to confront James right now like I thought I would. I was free

and safety, where there, on my batman bedding he was. Naked. Stroking himself slo

ought that I would see what I was seeing. In James’s hand that wasn’t occupied with his shaft there was something huge and

he wanted to bend me over a bed and push himself into my depths until I would probably scream in pain? No, he wanted to push something th

u all day,” he said with a seductive

with a vibrator the size of Mount Everest in his hand was o

he fun,” he said as he sat up right on the end

I was letting him fuck me now that I didn’t have to let h

d see a storm beginning

run if I needed too. I hoped with everything in me that adrenaline would kick in and help me flee away from James, because I f

up, turning of the vibrator and throwing it on

d myself as if I had n

d come

un down my spine as I realized there was probably no way to get out of this.

down my eyes, backing out into the hal

in an iron grip and throwing me into the room. I could feel my

eeling the pain hitt

. Hardly being able to grasp the button I cried. I allowed every single tear that I said I would not shed in front of him slip from my eyes and run over my chee

me up, getting me to balance on my feet while my back was st

rom my body, buttons flying everywhere in the room, my bod

you,” he said, calmer now, even though I coul

just one more minute from actually being raped, I unbuckled my belt and removed my pants

he asked, a smile fin

I will swallow… Please, don’t do this… Please…” I begged, the tears streaming

” James said ig

Please… Don’t do

romise.” The calmness in his v

ar, exposing the last part of me that w

said as my underwea

nowing what was about to happen and knowing there

I moaned in pain as he pinched my nipples while maki

and take it. I needed to fight. I needed to at least try. If he was taking the one thing that mean

, and as he fell onto his back I jumped up and ran. Not caring that I was naked and scared and crying. There had to be

ut the front door. That was the only plan I had left. To run into the street – naked. Where I knew he would not follow me without having any clothin

stairs with his hands tangled in my hair, p

You will be sorry for what you just tried to do!

sobbing and wishing I could die at this very moment. That somehow my heart would just stop beating and take me away from my body so that I would no

e open. Filling me with a pain I have never felt in my life. Some excruciating feeling of loss and brokenness. And I cried. I cried because not eve

rom me was a heavy breathing from trying to catch my breath between sobs that made a gagging sound. But it was done. He was done.

igger than what was inn me before. So

fun?” I heard him c

I managed but

her. I tried to scream, but I had no more breath left. My throat was sore from crying but it was nothing compared to t

attempt to a scream, a