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SOD

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's just sleep.

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pm we visite

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into Nora at

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mile, throwing

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d sandrah. the

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hurt

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while I slowl

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gain? " she a

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as delicate as

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ach other. I'm

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very angrily fo

the s-x I knew

way she remov

hat got me

th great ene

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you eh?. I he

m even ready t

t me like an a

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please.

me" she murm

ly and calmi

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sometimes is

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py now?" she

resignation.

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lentine's day.

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e next day

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else to say a

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will call you l

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standstill. I f

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ball. Oh it was

elessness. But

n

ng of it all w

a

forgive

ady to do ever

the next day,

ringing tone

on

as sandrah wh

as I nervo

for disappoint

n yesterday a

n

my hostel to ch

so woke up wi

om

d all through y

leave my bed.

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nting you" s

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with myself,

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my heart to i

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just was badly i

ng her voice v

a

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dy to do anythi

ly caused you

de

you can comp

soon as possi

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my way then

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g I ev

in love with s

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s scared of my

the phone ca

my apartment

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red his call t

new that so

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sed it" he said

hat happened t

s phone call

u think bro?"

ugg

obvious s

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met before y

students but

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r side. Everyt

t for you to co

know I do pref

e said serious

y palms wit

ich part to fol

ah was so rea

ng that could

fortl

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ent I so ba

the situation o

f myself anym

tionship with h

eant abandon

ad invest

g that momen

ing again. I

e seconds bef

e still going t

" she

answered, lea

nds as she pr

wer and how

f you are rushi

s alrightIm a

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his leave soon

d another advi

and think th

fateful mor

apartment look

in a green g

t and mature

feelings i wa

swallowed har

e she graciousl

ogizing onc

me the previou

great

, we left my

hacourt, stopp

things for

n uneventful dr

rt. We said n

nstead concen

time we arrive

urprisingly wa

neighb

the house wh

aiting for

her showed up

pri

ever told us y

ng with a frie

ng her daughte

ing

as a sudden de

ng yesterday

introducing me

to three hou

ther was very

med me as if I

ually served

d avocado and

her who showe

re reserved an

prying and

h I answered e

ion that I was

r daughter be

traditionally

the fir

ot up to leave

andrah told

nd some days w

never expect

ept

have nothing

simple. You

't you?" she

smile as she e

back with gr

n girl. you shou

very innocen

to worry abo

into her eye

nd

you to my fam

celebration. I

o my whole fami

with my words

ith disbelief

happy

to be mine s

said in my min

se

eautiful damse

ind that mome

yed for a wond

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ng my dear" s

er to me. I

ndering what

s

ing each other

ill be very b

et back to sch

r our exams a

ed to explain,

lacing a finge

dear, no need

ur education m

before the las

l be over" I s

dded h

for understan

y" she adde

my apartment

ins and bad fee

all disappear

for the best.

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ait to start u

ks with sand

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rip the next da

d sandrah was

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fter i narrate

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th the way thin

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ter. By Novembe

talks and by

and ceremony

ust have to wo

ney bro" I o

ie

e really ser

e I start maki

jok

start making

ue playing aro

ready to get m

be your brid

ing him la

month was tota

on my busin

make something

visited like s

ne every day

the girl nor d

e doubtful no

, though we r

r which made i

ike I would

wn part staye

ked up on me n

er as neighbo

er occas

sped by, le

peful with eac

ait for Easter

to introduce

ad to tell all

ready to meet

for them on Ea

s, including m

evious year to

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my family, the

g home

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high with e

ctat

rised me wit

noon, just s

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ue to that i

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h

with her trave

e held with

ing he

e, I thought s

till the D da

excited but a

me she was o

but just stopp

hopes with th

the day, she e

0, which

ded in fixing

d for her tran

on Easte

my village on

my family a

's appe

d to force me

on they were

ut I had to k

ll Sunday a

rived leav

ath

completely d

as she saw m

as her friend

h a grace

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