nd yet there she stood right where she had been when she had heard his words. She felt as though a walk did not matter at that moment since she had lost herself

she proceeded back to the confides of the estate where she felt safe. She walked for a while before she found a bench and decided to sit for a while and enjoy her cigarette. She popped one into her mouth

t smoke in the house least the woman who was like a resting bitch skinned her alive. If singing had brought her so much trouble only the gods knew how much terror would reign in her life if the woman found out she was smoking in the compound. She chuckled at the thought before taking a draw of smoke. She had missed this, the freedom that cam

h was the man's voice over and over again saying the words he had spoken earlier. She felt as though it was so hard to concentrate and hence she decided to take the time and write to him as were her norm. It was only a week and she had already written a couple of letters for him. She took out her notepad and pen and got ready to w

its ups and down on her tongue before she realized just how well the name suited the voice. She could already imagine herself calling him that to his face and seeing his reac

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wait until the day I will find out fully. I do not know why I am babbling on a piece of paper but I can admit it is due to the excitement I am feeling about knowing your name and hearing your voice. Damn your voice. Boy are you a voice actor because I assure you I would do anything that you tell me to in that voice. I would

fan girl about. I know you will probably ask how I knew it was you but your voice is unmistakable and so are the chills it passes through my body. I felt it. I felt the moment you just said it and I knew it was you but I was too rush. Too shy to stay around and see your face when you

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im and then took her trusted shoe box storage laying it to sleep with a couple of others that she had written to him. She smiled as she took the moment to grab herself a bottle of water to down all her frustration and disappointment in herself for not being able to see his face. She denied herself the one privilege she had owed

s tightly against each other as she quickly turned to the side hoping that the less sinful position would let the thoughts leave her mind. She shut her eyes tightly and trued following the method her mother had taught her to help her fall asleep as fast as she could. She tried ridding her mind of all thoughts except rest and sleep, chanting the two words over an

see it. It seemed like a kind of fog had surrounded his face. He spoke to her however and he sounded exactly as the voice she had in her heart. She sat on her bed looking at him as he got to his knees and took out her shoe box from under her bed. She felt hedr whole body freeze up as she remembered all the letters she had placed there all add

ty and cause him not to act in the manner he had intended on around her. She got back to bed and lay there looking in a different direction not wanting to watch and see him hurt her. She wanted to remain with the image of him that she had, the good guy who was co

ng even as he encouraged her to sleep since she needed rest before school. She was feeling contented with is voice and his arms around her that she did not care that she could not see his face. It was probably because she had not managed to see him yet. She heard the shrilling sound from a far