which followed Audrey'sarrival at Sanstead mar
and she had struggled against the chain. But now,for the first time, we were beginn
was past. Ihad not imagined it possible that I could ever experience towardsher such a tranquil emotion as this easy friendliness. For thelast five years my imagination had been playing round her memory,until I suppose I had built up in my mind some almost superhumanimage, some goddess. What I was passing t
mp. His last thought, as he enters the flame, isprobably one of self-congratulation
ling particularly safe and
thestudy. There was a noble fire burning in the grate, and thedarkness lit by the glow of the coals, the dripping of the rain,the good behaviour of my pipe, and the reflection that, as I satthere, Glossop was engaged downstairs in wrestling with my class,co
rd the drawing-room door o
one here,' she said. 'I'm froz
n,' I said. 'You do
her in the firelight, and mypulse was regular and my brain cool. I had a momentary vision ofmyself a
fire. Little spurts offlame whistled comfo
intly, and flurries of rain das
ce in here,' sh
eace
Her eyes, seen for an instant inth
tening to you,' I said. 'I li
alway
Do you remember one ev
ch eve
ticular evening whenyou played that thing. It s
oked up
afterwards and
t up t
e by with a
wo d
e sur
ll-dog and a
Jove, you're right. A fox-terrierw
ight
They came up t
them cho
ck slowly i
a wonderful me
without speaking. The r
ll like my pl
thing in it now that Idon't believe there u
edge, Peter,' she sai
eal in those five years. It may not bealtogether pleasant seeing life, but--well, it makes
that she spoke a
d time, Audrey, thes
etty
'm s
together. I've
again, her eyes f
ou thinking a
great man
leas
hat was,that I am very lucky to be doing the work I am d
shiv
ell me about those ye
some of the t
haded her face from the firewith a n
nurse for some time at the La
's hard
a while. But--it teachesyou.... You learn...
agination. You get real troublein a
ittleuncomfortable, a little at a disadvantage, as one
I was a
waitr
and I went on to try something else. I forget what camenext. I think it was the stage. I travelled for a year with atouring company. That wa
t was
et Mr
id that
,she was always at the studio, and we became great friends, and oneday, after all these things I have been telling you of, I thoughtI would write to her, and see if she could not find me somethingto do. She was a _dear_.' Her voice trembled, and she low
ott!' I cri
ghed rath
I knew next tonothing. I ought to have been ha
at little fiend, didn't he
ood as gold--for him; that's to say, if Ididn't interfere with him too much, and I did
as a sort of ex-governess,to continue
e la
or les
and then she put into words theth
ting together chatting like this,P
ke a
glad.... You don't know how I've
t talk like that. Don
, it was
hook he
at we didn't under
nodded
n't understan
' I said. 'We're
leam from the fire fell upon her face,lighting up her eyes; and at the sight something in me began
gripping the arms of m
curious sensation of beingon the thresh
over, and with it this talk by the firelight. In a few minutesso
ave tripped in thedarkness. She stumbled forward,
nt. She recovered herself, m
el of her, warm and alive, that had shattered forever that flimsy structure of friendship which I had fancied sostrong. I had said to Love,