ath do
us, is
ol
walked down the aisle,
etched unyielding into
soul as I muttered t
d and I wished to rip
nothing but
f, a mindl
uncle's making. I had lo
even the ability to dr
my freedom day and night
, the deeper I sank into
myself. Yet here I stan
fully mine. Today, at lo
the chains tha
ade against the steel roon the painted portrait
a haunting reminder o
gony, a victim of his
ith disdain - their laught
capes my lips, a single
ftly on the ki
heart races with excit
oasted chicken wafts throu
I set down my knife and
, cl
itts. Today is a mome
ith cele
zling chicken from the o
A burst of joy surges wit
na
nto my ques
aster as heavy footstep
gaze fixated on my back
him a warm welcome, "
ck of my wrist, I r
th suspicion, the brow
His hair, brittle and life
in the sun. His eyes we
s of a life filled with ha
drew my attention, it w
er to his rugs
esture that seemed to
t of his jacket, my hear
ance in my direction,
alone with my thou
on the mitts, the urg
ong
ating him with my bar
problems. But taking a d
yself. My eyes remaine
flick of my wrist, I
ottle of cyanide salt -
've been gathering seeds
eadly cyanide. As little
fruit can silence a pe
unsettling - the seeds r
art and snatching away
, especially when you'r
urvival skill. With a cu
in my apron's front po
table, I carefully
ted through the air, f
e No.2. The lighting wa
the space. Vanilla candl
g the air with a sweet,
breathtaking crystal ch
he l
electable creations were
bl
ed bread, succulen
les, and a glass of rich
each dish, carefully
ment, I slipped the cya
nto my husband's plate, m
Just as I was finishin
caught my
bottle of salt back in
he table, taking my sea
on, revealing the sleek
y body. I smoothed it dow
aped figure, and tucked
calm anticipation, I wa
ro
gar perched
in, clad
arm flicker as he took
ity. Despite his glare, I
cked up my knife and for
mouth, the perfect bala
delicious bite, I
ne glass to my lips
w
gaze with a cool, col
ao
h
table and encourage, "E
f, he extinguishes the c
his meat with precisio
my
ments were slow and cal
e chews attentively, n
uti
wallow, relishing the
sed the question, "How is
attention swiftly return
he meal. I snag a few v
in my mouth, and wash i
g the liquid warmth
n eerie stillness fills t
e him clearing his throat
ant g
avy and laboured. "Wha
ma
as he stares at me inc
lice through the succul
heavy-handed with the
takes a swig, but it o
dit
me violent, his
his breath, Meanhile
t satis
ating power of my little
nxiety clawing its way
o
cally, disoriented by hi
d, thick veins bulging fr
gasp, he attempts to st
or air. With a mischievo
a sly smirk. "Funny, I fo
r my dearest husband," I
anide salt," the words
led with terror and fury.
tterness in
his throat, tears strea
lably. With a calculated
it down with a sip of ric
husband's body
eath, his head falls ont
s of hi
by a solemn stillness,
classical music linge
suming my food, my eyes
e form. Upon finishing w
other glass of wine, rai
c smile plastered across
empl
iversary,
at
the bittersweet scent o
nding me. Viktor, the m
hadowy figure in life. Ye
s if we mourned the los
ched
k parade of mourners, t
ed with a twisted sense
atching a man like Viktor
to die, Viktor's deat
he slow, painful end I
t that, at least for tod
oaming it
en a somber and dreary
the sky was a brilliant
d of songbirds and the hu
e loss of someone who
tre
at stoic, their faces as
their scowls only a fie
y were furious tha
ment at how a man with
t attack. However, unlike
sobered myself up for ap
, masking my true feeli
façade of sadness - o
the truth about Viktor
h
leave me to suffer in sil
turn to
hem see me break. In a
y stare, but I remained
es of the mourners only a
wait for this funeral to
the pieces of m
completion and called fo
ech
rents were meant to spe
siblings, he only has di
was chosen to speak
weight of his absence se
mbling hands, I smoothed
y way to the stage. Al
ons rang
thmpany lo curiosit
hru
a liv
faces, I was struck by a
gathered to witness Vi
o
a joyful celebration, b
ed as I beg
," I said, my words ca
contain my fa
fact not
ike no other," I say, my v
se words wash over me, bu
el freedom. "It changes
hrill of it all. "My habi
f self.
transfor
knew the weig
u one more time," I wh
u again, it will be to w
ther and
ice quivering and tears
y were the embodiment of
side, leading me away
at next to my uncle. T
my heart pounds incessant
drop, staring boldly b
ceremony continues, it i
in. We all file out of t
n out into the warm
oser to his final resti
sts form a semicircle aro
and tea
ief as if the very groun
for V
ly and friends alike, wi
front of the headstone
the distance is heard, ec
igna
clock. Its mounful tune
e sit
s his casket is buried si
my lips. The twisted sa
that I never thought was
ng buried could brin
usband's grave, some in
yes, offering their cond
ed to empathize with the
llow and insincere. How
ions after offering their
essly passed by the othe
just another
ere alone, gazing at th
as much as I wish I coul
hat the overwhelming fee
. I despise him with eve
he had caused in my life.
is wishing the same suff
spirit and min
been a futile attempt
and unyielding ailment. I
, and beseeched f
or hurting me. He never
them dozens of times f
king your life was a nec
e surviving ano
lt, h
wn kin, How much more
ars of constant soul-shat
e too muc
it - I had t
t you've
to burn in e