LETT
fucked up mess
my fucked up mess in order. My life had never been a field of roses an
a bouquet of w
e. My bloodstream had been conquered and taken over by that hotness. I panted loudl
I had taken a break from the harshness of reality and hopped on a to
a party wit
Luc
fe… the one that calme
s are cal
of friends pointed out and her three friends chattered ab
se and stronger with every second that passed. I knew what I needed to rel
to control it but I just couldn't bring myself to do
eet L
o the hot magma I have car
ring at the sea that would lead me back home. I checked my phone again, hopin
he noise of the last yacht party stop my heart from shattering loudly… Could anyone hear t
'm already seasick and I can't w
r lover on her cellphone, there was no one waiting back at home for me. I had no l
s no mor
p on a public yacht when I could have used one of the many my father owned, rang through my mind… “it’
wealth and even now, twenty-six years later, I was still living a luxurious life a
e model and also the heiress of the most
r my struggles and traumas
gain. That I have been burnt many times by my molten magma. I couldn't remember when I started
addict. Welcome to Sc
ancing on the water. Dancing beautifully while I wallowed sorrowfully. It was painful. Holding
is yacht must be ha
s of alcohol for those
their heart's content and dropping
r weed or alcoholic drink… non
ing things worse for me but the moment I chose another corner, a less deser
s… just l
on at the moment. I craved to be touched. I yearned to be invaded. My vagina walls closed just with the mere thought of
mind off my addiction… Yes, Scarlett Cobbs, the famous model, and heiress had been a sex
me. If he was with me, I wouldn't be here o this yacht, avoiding direct eye contact with
t from him a month ago. He broke up with me with zero explanation despite knowing that
ed him. I still love Lucas and he was the only on
cas wouldn't have left like that. He loved me and cared about me. H
th which deserved to be recorded because that has
ngs, Scarlett. I c
an arranged marriage down my throat and I was losing my mind
s another reason. I have asked myself “Would it be okay t
and love. The more I think about my
we do,
e I turned, I saw the gender with three legs. Some were shirtless. Some we
a and have him fuck me. A one-night stand. A strange man that wou
ing rich s
en that came wit
about my addiction was that pressure made it worse. It gets wors
your stronge
ick look and began mixing my drink. I felt his eyes on me thro
up into my mouth and washed down my throat with it before walking away
om, I headed towards a place that I knew many men would be… a p
Fuck Lucas. Fuck my Dad and
le I get fucked…