too alive for what was happening. The room smelled like hand sanitizer and sadness. Machin
la was
like she was scared to take up too much space. Her dark hair, messy and tangled, spread across the pillow
ing her hand like it was the only
n flour, baking ridiculous things like cinnamon-maple-swirled croissants or chocolate-stuffed baguettes. But now his face looked
cracking like glass. "Just hold on
like a cough. "For what?" she whispered. "So I can
at her like his heart was breakin
nothing out there but the dark. "It's funny, you know," she said.
es started flooding
lege quad like he owned it. His hair was messy on purpose, and his smirk was the ki
see. He'd tell her, *"You're different, Drizzy. You get me."* But then he'd hold hands with
his parties. Brought him food when he was too lazy to get any. And every t
blankets. With soft words like, *"You deserve more
the stupid moth that flew into him ov
r cousin - quiet, sweet, always painting flowers and skies. Drizz
he d
with her. And then, one horrible, r
r voice was soft, but not soft enoug
something inside Dri
echoed in her tiny apartment. Her knees gave out, and she curled
iped her eyes. Put o
't care. Her thoughts were like shattered gla
n't see
ight. And then pain - sharp, crushing
as. Dying. And Dant
n a single flower. It was like
Theo was
ered. His hand gripped hers tighter. "You can't go," he whispered. "
e more from you," she said, her voice barely m
n't even try to stop the tear
es. She didn't say anything, but her e
Her hands were numb. The pain was fading, and
n. That empty, perfect face. And Clara, sm
ave one las
en...
onitor turned into
He leaned over the bed. "
was alre
ams, crushed by a boy who never saw the beauty in it. Her las
choose differently. Let me love s
in front of a mirror. He looked perfect, as always.
about to g
ng. He was supposed to feel excited or ne
. She was easy to be with. She didn't ask hard
ove him like
ed her out of his life like a bad dream. She was just another
flashes - her smile, her laugh, the way she looked when she talked about books
Never apologized. Never
died, he didn
ears, saying she was tired of feeling like she didn't matter. Dant
filled the ho
d by expensive things that meant nothing. No
he girl who loved him mo
ver reopene
ood wondered what had happened to the cheerful young man who used to
lking, holding a book that had belonged to Drizella or sitting
ed. Not for custo
stopped m
earing her voice,
ut he never re