Anonymous 2:0: How does it feels like to drown?, To be covered not in water, but with the blood of this damn life.. I have experienced that, and trust me when I say am an expert on everything that's bad, you name it: Murder, bullying, depression... Everything!, and I had decided to live with that...Oh god, I was fine living that way and literally thought that would be how the last years of my university would go, but fuck, I was so damn wrong immediately he appeared along, the pest, and the dumbass roommate, I have never wanted: That dickhead, LUCAS! LUCAS: As a student who won a scholarship during his third year to a new university, life's gonna be pretty hard, meaning I would have to catch up with the notes, lectures blah blah blah (You know the rest), but what I actually cared about was to make friends, get along with my new roommate, and graduate happily like any other happy ever after, but what the fuck happened?... All my dreams immediately crashed down when I moved in and met him...The university demon, MY DEAR ROOMMATE! Note: This is a bl novel, not straight, and some parts are dark, but don't let it scare you away, cause what's a novel without romance and spice?....
[Prepare you tissues darlings, you might need it]
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"How does it feels like to burn, not in fire, but in hot dripping larva...
How does it feels like to be lost, with not a single sense of direction...
How does it feels like to want to tear your heart out, and rid of yourself of every single shit called emotions and feelings...
How does it feels like to be lifeless and feel at peace like that is what you always wanted
Not to go deep, What is the even the definition of peace?
What is love?
And what is happiness?...
I don't know all this things, and to say I have ever even felt it was when I was a kid, you know innocent and all naïve, but now?, now it is something forbidden, and rather replaced with the feeling of been buried in a water, the feeling of drowning, suffocating, dying, even though you are living
I knew it all too well...
A feeling that tore me apart, broke me into pieces, and made sure there was not any single remains left
A feeling that no fucking amount of shitty "Sorry" could ever heal, a feeling worst than any kind of pain, you name it: Gunshot, stabbing...This feeling like a wolf was the "Ultima", and it was this same poisonous feeling that got mixed into my blood, and turned the remaining part of me into a living dead, a demon, anything that was bad and wrong, you name it, and made emotions become nothing to me
The demons in me made love become something so far away, something that couldn't be found in my dictionary, something so unreal that the word "Love" looks like nothing but a lie...well it was, there was no fucking thing called love
[Sad huh?, I told you to prepare your tissues]
But this demons in me weren't satisfied yet, Nah...
This depressing self hating feeling broke me beyond repair that anyone, any freaking body in my shoes would chose to just end this ever lasting loop of suffering, and die at last....anyone but me even though I felt like I was living on hell.
Yes, at first I concluded that something was wrong with my logic for still choosing to stay alive in other not to please the shit of people that had hurt me: The bullies, the ex, every fucking one who had broke me, but now?, now I guess the reason I was still alive and wasn't dead was because of....HIM, the one that finally crossed path with a broken mess like me
K- Kidnapper A- Antisocial I- Insane D- Destroyer E- Eliminator N- Nightmare That was him... A- Abducted S- Slave H- Hostage E- Enchained R- Ruined And this was me.. .... Tick...tock....tick... Once upone a tragedy, the fucking world was tired of heroes with capes, and cool men with suits, so it gave birth to a bad guy...No, the worst of them all, Mr. Venom, and unfortunately, I, who was a normal regular guy, trying to find his own feet, became his prey, or should I say one of his preys, but I was the most special one, the one that makes his dark heart go thud thud thud... And even though his touch was poison, I craved the pain more and more, cause in his eyes, I saw both my doom, and my...desires... I know it was so fucking silly, cause pur twisted toxic bond would destroy me, I knew it would, but I still couldn't resist, so I guess the real psychopath pf this story is actually me all along.. .... This bl novel contains dark, very dark scenes, so be prepared, and drink a lot of water, or else it might burn you...
... "If you want my liver for your mum, be ready to get married to me" I told him arrogantly, hating the way I was behaving, but in the end, I was the one tied and just had to save my family, and as soon as the words left my lips, he flinged a contract file on my lap aggressively, making me wince in pain, but now I knew that would just be the beginning. "Becoming my bride is way beyond your ledge" Trying to control his anger, he said to me, but still I was keen on standing on my ground. "But I would marry you sir and remain loyal to you and your entire household" "Silly woman, you are in for a death wish" With eyes ever so fierce, he said back to me wanting to scare me, but instead my lips curved and brought out a wide smile. "Then let me burn in the fire of your hatred" I responded, curving my lips wider. ..... Everything wasn't all rosy in Catherine's life, especially when her family started to fall apart. Despite to save the ones she loves, she signed a contract deal with the city's ruthless cold hearted billionaire overnight, in exchange for the donation of her liver to his mother. But is living under the same roof with the devil's son actually worth it? Warning: Read with caution, contains Erotic scenes
It all changed after I met him, the tattooed violent man, he became my new nightmare, it was a mistake to cross path .... 18 years ago, Ivy Medina Hathway died, yet she was alive... Born prematurely out of her mother's dead womb, it was a miracle, yet it was a curse.. She was born as a lifeless monster, it wasn't her fault, she wanted vengeance, nothing less.. Vengeance over everyone that had wronged her dead mother so wrong, her passion turned into obsession, yet she would do anything to have it... But yet again, fate had other plans for her... She met him... The one and only Ryan Stones, the demon to everybody nightmare, it was him... It was a mistake, oh God, a grave mistake to cross part with him, but it was too late.. He flipped her life upside down and wrote a new story for her.. I OWN you... With no shame, he said that clearly to her red boiling face But what happens when she falls madly in love with the demon's brother..An Abomination! He would kill her, yet her heart chose to rebel, but the demon would never accept defeat, it was obsession, it was madness, he threatens to kill and take the little thing she had left, she was in trouble... ..... Everything all changed after I met him and I became stuck in my own web... ....... How far would you go to save someone that you love?... Would you give up your dignity?, your body?, your heart and fall flat in your face, all because of that person?.... I did and it crushed me completely.... He says he owns me, but I don't want to think it's true... He likes to hurt me and I love to let him.... I hate him for everything he had done, he'd pay, but that's the lie I tell myself everyday, cause sadly I was defenceless, so he became my god... ...... "You belong to me now".... "What!" I screamed in fear, trying so hard not to crack, as I watch him grin proudly.. "I want you, all of you, not only your lips"..... "Stop it".... "No I won't, cause you drive me crazy".... "You don't own me, you shit"... "Shh".... "Please".... "This is the price to save a life..... "You are my stepbrother..... "And I don't fucking care, I'd kill everyone else... ... But that wasn't all I needed protection from
"Mr. Evans, please maintain some dignity. Don't forget I'm your brother's wife!" Having caught her husband and best friend together in the bed, Elena wanted nothing more than to exact revenge on the people she once called family. She refused to be a pitiful divorcee and vowed to make everyone who had once looked down on her beg for forgiveness. And to start with her newfound freedom, Elena indulges in a one-night stand with a stranger. However, what was meant to be a fleeting escape turns into a nightmare when she learns that the stranger is none other than her husband's older brother! Would Elena be free from the shackles of her marriage? Or would the mysterious stranger make her life a living hell since he seemed to have a personal vendetta against his family? [The story is 18+ and involves mature content.]
On the day of their wedding anniversary, Joshua's mistress drugged Alicia, and she ended up in a stranger's bed. In one night, Alicia lost her innocence, while Joshua's mistress carried his child in her womb. Heartbroken and humiliated, Alicia demanded a divorce, but Joshua saw it as yet another tantrum. When they finally parted ways, she went on to become a renowned artist, sought out and admired by everyone. Consumed by regret, Joshua darkened her doorstep in hopes of reconciliation, only to find her in the arms of a powerful tycoon. "Say hello to your sister-in-law."
In Lothlann Continent, talent in martial arts won cultivators respect. Darren Chu, a mediocre talent in martial arts, was deemed a loser by everyone. His status changed when a fireball fell from the sky and hit him on the head. He cheated death. Empowered with the ability to assimilate other creatures' talent, Darren sought to better himself and seek vengeance against those who had wronged his family, including his little sister. "You will kneel in front of me one day," swore the future lord of martial arts.
Melanie married Ashton out of gratitude, but she quickly found herself entangled in a web of relentless challenges. Despite these struggles, she stayed true to her commitment to the marriage. In the hospital room, Ashton indifferently attempted to draw her blood, disregarding her discomfort. This callous act was a harsh revelation for Melanie, awakening her to the grim reality of their relationship. Resolved to prioritize her own welfare, she decided to sever ties. With newfound resolve, Melanie filed for divorce. In the process, she unveiled her concealed identities, leaving everyone in shock. Throughout these turbulent times, Melanie realized that Derek, Ashton’s uncle, had been discreetly protecting her all along.
On her wedding day, Khloe’s sister connived with her groom, framing her for a crime she didn’t commit. She was sentenced to three years in prison, where she endured much suffering. When Khloe was finally released, her evil sister used their mother to coerce Khloe into an indecent liaison with an elderly man. As fate would have it, Khloe crossed paths with Henrik, the dashing yet ruthless mobster who sought to alter the course of her life. Despite Henrik’s cold exterior, he cherished Khloe like no other. He helped her take retribution from her tormentors and kept her from being bullied again.
Aria never wanted to marry Kael, the arrogant playboy her father forced her to accept as her fiancé. But Kael had his own twisted motives-he only wanted her because she was the one girl who refused him. When Aria rejected his demand to sleep with him a week before their wedding, Kael tried to take what he wanted by force. His drunken pursuit ended in tragedy when he was struck by a car, leaving Aria caught in the crossfire of blame. Zander, Kael's elder brother and the soon-to-be Alpha King, believed Aria was responsible for his brother's death-and promiscuous to boot. To prevent war between their packs, Zander agreed to marry her, but only for revenge. His plan? Ruin Aria's life for a year, then cast her aside and divorce her. But Zander's scheme begins to unravel when his ex-best friend Asher returns, determined to take Aria for himself. As secrets from the past resurface, Zander discovers betrayal, lies, and truths he never wanted to face. Was Aria truly guilty, or was she just another pawn in a deadly game of power and revenge? Asher laugh and say, "You're a fool; she never wanted to come. I told her you were with Lyra, so she came. And now I've achieved my goal: I ruined your marriage." Zander feel foolish, asking, "But why? I never did anything to you! You were my best friend. I should have killed you when you slept with my ex fiancée, Lyra!" Asher respond, "You knew I loved her, but you stole Lyra from me. She was my true mate, but she refused to marry me because you were soon to be the Alpha King! She never loved you. She loved me but wanted to be the queen of werewolves; that's all." Zander would realize how foolish he was. Yet, he still believed Aria wasn't innocent because she slept with his deceased brother before the wedding.