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xpected my voice to be gravelly, like one of those Truth commercials with the smokers, warning kids against the perils of tob
s. I tried to fight him, but I was dwarfed by his size. He'd
nued twirling me until I was
y feet. "You'll always be my little
y eyes. "D
one that can say that to you. If some young boy invites you
, if you could stop cleaning your gun out front and talking about your connect
ged innocently.
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ed his fingers. "That wou
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"I'll think
ood girl, you know that. The last thing I want is to end up pregnant.
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argue bright
cheek again. "Just be careful. Make good choice
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estions later. That's like G
ired as de
to secrecy! Don't tell Mom. She still thinks it
on with my lips. "I'l
raised y
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couragingly. "Big di
d the screen door and
drugs!" he
was open, and he yel
" Dad called. "H
Elliot agreed. "Goo
"I like him better
the last one?" Ell
na see?" Dad grinned. "You
from my eyes. I was usually so good at keeping them tucked
ted to tal
one everything one-hundred percent. There'd never been hesitation in any area of his life. Whatever he did, he did well. It was the perfect example for a young girl. Don't try
chosen ch
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ki
out over playing multiple sports and sat on the bench - I was b
d of a fam
or don't d
uckles turned white, and my fingers cramped, but sti
apist always said to focus on the positive. Well, at least
to do that
still slicing through my chest. I'd once heard that memory
uld define your fut
hing exciting, your body responded to it as if it wa
f I was back in the car, dressed in my cheerleading sweats, falling
allen
d
o exhausted that he'd drift
olted me out of
as
goin
s going to make it a point to avoid every single place I'd
ady in a l
need to a
y store or anything even remotely related
the freeway and c
s done with self-pity - absolutely done - and even though the way he'd treated me made me sick to my
dn't l
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me
and I have chocolate cake for you at our place when you get into Seaside. Oh, and she has some clothes for y
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