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he comforter away from my body and sit up

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sessed. But I'll admit it did hurt. It f*cking damn well did hurt to see my father give everything I had invested my time and e

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r or nincompoop of a

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the streets. Still

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signs

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woman and my

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ng my

upid fool I hadn't realized I was until today

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