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some people love to get

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you feel like you're

suddenly developed

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it sinks into your system and invades ever

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pain In my a

still feel i

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n get me numb enough to

every

ever

, her high-pitched squeals, the aftermath of our

ever

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d to

suffo

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erything seems li

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ps

aren't favor

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ss

way knowing very

stupid enough to come bef

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couldn't give

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agger out of the

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ld hav

all she was ever aft

egun to tell her how I was suspecting

ays remain qu

her because my mother was too Keen on following the stupid tradit

my bachelor's party, I had told her my father had handed ov

ve me the flimsy excuse of being

t? She ne

nning the weddin

n't put too much meaning

it was my duty to let her know of e

s she used to

ever pay me attention whenever we were out on a date, or how she sudde

nk it was just pr

ld have kn

n she was finding her own way to cut me off so

se, was my br

d her

still do... But.. I grab

anym

has got nothing

rom t

m now o

and extremely charm

nd got away with it because I've been kind. Muc

allowing i

e with being the good

are you going

drifts me away

vell

and contin

g? Where t

w Y

noncha

York?

other to

ces together and come to her own conclusions.

f biting her lips as if she's scared I'll break down li

l my

attack and die just by hearing their names. And yes New York, the

a moment, digesting the

laces? I'm not stopping you son b

to New York. I go where I please. And right now I feel like g

aren't you? To make their live

it She

pping off my voice as

r anger cloud your sense of judgment. I love you son and it'll break my heart to see you getting drowned in anger and revenge. It's

morph into the unquenchable thirst for revenge. It sinks into you and feeds off you. Don't go down that path my son. Please get rid

d shrug my mother's h

er said I was going there for rev

nd your brother are to get revenge then tell me why you're going there? Why?!. Don't tell me this is

behind me and without spar

ould have done