small windows hidden by heavy curtain
walls, yellowed with age, seemed to close in on me. A subtle hint of stale coffee lingered in
he edge of an old photo album with a cracke
erved as a window into an older time, to individuals who had changed from their previ
r. His hands were never idle, but his embrace had been
man to a shadow. Like grains of sand on a beach, the m
ther picture-th
emed to see right through everything, and a smile that brightened
dinners, the late nights, and the oppressive se
my past back together. It had been a ticking time bomb. Everything weighed heavily on my che
e with only memories and unsolved questi
a legacy of suffering and bewilderment from which I
lbum. Mom's voice echoed in my ear
by the words, the rage, the rejection, and everyt
that toxic environment all my life. I had attempted
ew longer every day, it w
weater tighter around me a
nd I felt a sense of loneliness
me. The silence, the lack of warmth, and t
e and desire, but it had never hap
k to reality, but even that brief interruption se
ould be like to go back in time and fix all of the mista
isted, and it was a burden
ry struck me like a tide. I was younger now, the girl I had b
rom behind the door as I stood
d accusing me of something I hadn't
did. No
aunt dragged me inside, pushing me to the co
cing me like a blade. "You think I'll let you ruin everything j
tears and stand my g
ane of resentment that my aunt
f unfair treatment, being shoved
l game with me; I
detail, another image emerged, c
I had once trusted with my heart. Promises, yet
ill fresh, like sal
ies and hollow promises. Like everything e
d reel of film, his face contorted with ra
ave, engulfing me in grief and bewi
er and that we were meant to be. But I had
. I tried to ignore them by squeezing my eyes shut, b
gripped the table's edges, forcing myself to take a deep bre
out, I cried
ogether. Suddenly, a strange number appeared on the phone screen, resti
eath caught in my throat. I twitched my fingers, but I didn't
silence seemed to grow thicker
ng for this call, I wasn't sure if I was p
e memories of my past. Or it might be yet another rejection, another setback that would d
humb hovered o
ressing down on me, the hurt a
old me to hide, to run, to avoid the pain, so I
ng the screen. The professional, calm, and silky voice
y in their tone, the vo
y raising my voice above
, "This is Grayso
your application. We want to offer you a job with our
into my ears, my h
hit me all at once, a
it would. I had felt invisible, ignored, and forgot
ween excitement and fea
myself once more? The longer the silence dragged on, the more
anym
steady despite the chaos wi
ponse when there was a
ing anyone else. Not right now. Not when I was so
e on the other end. "You must