wonder and fear at the sight before me, which was like entering a completely dif
der's. I never thought I could touch
masterpiece. Nearly all the walls were glass, p
s a constant reminder of how far I had come fro
ty, pulsing with a power I had never exper
oor open for me with such ease that it
lness mixed with something I couldn't qu
ed it and everything in it, giving the
t of hesitati
dows that extended from floor to cei
g, it seemed far away, as
rk contrast between my opulent surroundin
, but Alexander did
senting me with a prize. "This is going to
n the task at hand and f
e linens was set against a backdrop of city lights, the furniture was sleek and mo
e for tha
not intended for me. This
I had intended, but I sa
red on me. "Slow down," he said. "After all, this is onl
he turned to face the hallway. "You k
was evident as I obse
rary until everything was sorted-repeated like a mantra in my
said softly, "Thank you," my
I couldn't deny the i
in the air between us that I wasn't
indow as Alexander left the r
fe-was so far away, I pressed my palm against th
s, poised to play my ro
though? Was it merely a performance?
h I had made myself comfortable in the calm, elegant r
but there was a hint of something more-som
enjoyed a glass of wine a
hen, the penthouse echoing with the
tailored suit fitting his body in all the right pla
ng his strength. H
rying to concentrate on my glass and the flickeri
se. To the subtle, nearly undetectable way he appear
were intense, as if he was looking for s
aring. A tiny smile curved his
hint of knowledge that annoye
vealing the uneasiness that chur
he remai
me, his eyes gradua
d be easy. A solution to an issue. No feelings, no co
. My instincts begged me to resist the pull I
" sounding more defensive than I meant to. "We
gh the barriers, I had painstakingly erected ar
e barely audible. "But busines
wine glass I was holding. My though
with the safety I so sorely required. But I had no idea how to stop
let you get some rest," sounding
t of his stare remained on me, an
ht between the growing, irresistible attraction that t
and quiet tension bet
eserve the professionalism that had initi
ed for too long, and every delicate touch of his hand
re than I ought to have. His self-as
times when his expertly constructed mask slightly l
id my own hesita
d of the limits we had established, li
remain detached. But resisting the urge that boile
though, I felt afraid. Fearful of losing myself in this univ
ntangled in his web of power, as I was
ked; I could feel myself sl
-
a rival businessman known for his ruthle
arrived, and I couldn't help but observe how Alexan
lexander to me and back again. "I've heard that things are...
my body tensed uncontrollably. Carson's eyes furrowed, an
son added, his eyes resting on me fo
g sinister was happening here, and I cou
rson's smile, as though h
t now had a hint of harshness. "Everyth
But I must ask, Alexander, how long do you think this will go
hing I hadn't grasped before
eement. I was only a pawn in a
ization's weight swept over me like a tidal wave. H
roomy bed that night. I had trouble falling asleep. Every no
nd luxurious life? Or had I switch
to enclose me as I rolled onto m
gs or soft the sheets were, I could not
's sneakers tapping softly on t
down on me from every angle. It wasn't
could I act as though nothing was wrong and I wasn't overwhelme
entle knock on the door. Alexander, was
ble. I was unsure of whether I wanted to confront
ful night air. The tension coil inside of me tightened as th
a trembling breath, every ner
dle when my mind cried out, "What if
k after I entered whatever w